Life is so unpredictable . Something very unfortunate happened today . I am so sad for that one person . I really don't know what to say but I hope that the message I sent you will give you some moral support .

Dear Nurul Ashikin Bte Samsuri ,

I understand your dilemma . I am deeply sorry to hear the bad news . For all I know , I just pray to God that the nice angels will take good care of your mother . Since she is such a nice person , there is no doubt about it .

Please stay strong my dear girl . Losing someone close to your heart will cause a lot of misery but look at the other side of the coin : You have to live on for your family . So , stay strong .

I'll just like to ensure this my sweetheart ; no matter what , your fellow brothers and sisters of the Floorball Team @ Millennia will be there by your side . We promise you that we will never let you go through this alone . We will share in your dilemma too . This is a promise . But this comes with a simple condition - that you remain like the old shikin - forever .

No matter what , always feel free to confide in your sister - Vitz .

Ok guys . I just hope that all those who read my blog and who happen to know Ashikin will give her moral support . Thanks alot peeps .

Anyways , today I had a great time with my pal Izzah . The heats was cancelled and so , Izzah , Sharifa and I went to Banquet to makan . After that , Izzah accompanied me to Causeway Point .

We checked out some stuff at the Sports Link . I saw my dream court shoe .. wooo that bloody Nike Court shoe -- the one that is white in colour and has a gold nike tick , is sooooo killing me !! . I want it !! . It so happen to be the exact shoe that " someone " is wearing . Hmm . We checked out a few grips for my floorball stick too . Hmmm .

Met Gowri , Renu and Sarah . Woo I miss going out with them man . Sarah even reminded me of our unfinished Bubur Hitam date ! . Haha . Crazy girl . Hugged them like crazy and proceeded to shop with Izzah . Izzah bought lotsa stuff from Shop & Save . We had bubble tea and lotsa talking ( in fact bitchings ) . Yes . It was a very fun-filled day to be exact .

Ok . Someone is telling me online about the necessary adjustments that need to be done for our floorball team . Girls it's time that we really DO something . Honestly , we gotta train hard . For that matter , literally , let's get our ass rollin' ! . Girls we rawk laa !

Last but not least , I totally forgot about the Sedition Law . Hmm . It sounds so cool . I didn't know that teachers and even our Principal actually read our blog . Cool . It's really cool . It just go on to show that we Singaporeans are never liberal although we preach that we actually are ! . Cool eh ? . Freedom of Speech is considered nothing in Singapore . We don't even have the liberty to speak our mind in our blog . Haiz . Anything .

To others ,

God Bless .

Soothing to : Dashboard Confessional : Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

Holla people . First things first , I'll like to congratulate my best friend Wilson Silas David for clinching the Inter-JC/CI debate Championship cup . Well done brudda ! .
I can truthfully say that JJC kicked VJC's ass .

Went to watch the live coverage of the debate final with James , Uma , Pravin , Menaga , Govan , Ilayarani , Karpagam and her sister . We did a small banner for Silas and supported him throughout. Oh well , I seriously believe that for once , the judgement was fair . I prognosticated that ( with thorough analysis of course ) VJC's Rajendran Mohan will win the best speaker award while JJC to clinch the championship . Well , it's truly a justified statement when they say " you reap what you sow " isn't it ? . For JJC's hardwork , dedication , passion and commitment , they truly deserved to taste the fruits of their labour . Well done !

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

Oh well , I successfully donated my blood . Well , it was my second time but I still had that lingering anxiety looming around me . It's like as though I had the swords of Damocles hanging over my head ; alarming me of some sort of impending danger . Nonetheless , I plucked up enough courage to go LT4 - that's where they were hosting the donation drive . As soon as I stepped inside , I saw my sweetheart - Bridget Tan Zy and other 05A3-ers . Haiz , coming to think about it , I truly miss them . . Actually , I should thank the good-hearted Medical Officer for cheating . I was 43 kg when I was on the scales . So with a disappointed face , I was getting ready to walk away . Suddenly I heard this voice and that good-hearted soul smiled and jotted down 47 Kg on the booklet .

Soon , my turn came . My heart started to pound madly . I am almost paralysed with fear , so I begged the nurse to be a little gentle towards me :P . This time , I could feel the pain . Half way through the donation , I was starting to feel a little uneasy - with regards to the pain . But still , the only thing that kept ringing inside my head was " It's ok , your blood's gonna help a baby " . After the donation , I keep eating to satisfy my insatiable hunger . While having lessons , I came to realise that the area that was bandaged started to ache . In fact , the pain was too excruciating . When I reached home and took the bandage out , I saw that the area was swollen .

Last year , they drew blood from the centre vein of the arm but this year , they drew blood from the vein that was very visible . No wonder the pain was almost unbearable .

Yesterday , I signed out from school at about 11.40 pm . Earlier , I took 2 panadols and went to school . But unknown to me , my stupid body succumbed to the ailment . I'm starting to feel very agitated . I never had problems like getting fever and all so easily . Doctors told me that my body's resistant to illness was very high . I used to be proud of this fact . But now , everything is down the drain . I know that my body’s lacking Vitamin C . Oh man , I need to do something soon : I have to do it as soon as possible . I so need to get my body back to shape .

Didn't go to school today to . Wasted the whole day by sleeping , sleeping and MORE sleeping . So unproductive . What's this ? . Oh Vitz , you gotta do something ! .

Anyways , I've decided to bend my blade . I really want to master air hook . So I got Keith Leslie Paton ( My buddy from Ex- SGT and now playing for MI Skools ) to help me out . But he was asking me to buy the Fatpipe stick . I might actually consider buying it . Initially , I planned to buy a Kronstrand stick because of the grip but Keith brainwashed me to pay the Fatpipe instead . He told me that that stick is very light . When I was young , I wanted to trade my current Excel Maxima for a nice Unihoc but seriously , Fatpipe might do the magic . Oh man . I’ve got to do a lot of things . Change my grip , bend my blade , master air hook and strengthen my knee . What's even better , I got my 1500m & 800m to care about and not forgetting the Big walk on the 21st of May . I even have to purchase a court shoe - most preferably the Total 90 .

Apart from that , I am so looking forward for the MI VS RJC hockey match . It's on the 2nd of May . I will be going with hayle and Izzah to show my support for both the team . Actually deep down inside , I’m going down to watch someone ( RJC-ian ) in action . Haha .

Anyways , before I log out , I just want to urge all my readers to be a fighter always – even in the light of any unfortunate events . Please do not lose your confidence . Keep you heads up and go on in life . I was very much touched when I read about this girl - Joan in the Straits Times . An ex-RJC Baseball Captain who aspires to make it to a University got her dreams crashed when she was diagnosed with cancer . She is a true fighter in my eyes . Take a look at this ( taken directly from her blog )" i am prepared for the worst. but i want to thank all of you for your love and care. i will not give up till the very end and i hope i will be remembered in your hearts as a fighter always. "

Please show your support people . To take a look at her blog
http://onlyskindeep.blogspot.com/

to go for a special mass to pray for her , please look up for details in
http://joanchanshufang.blogspot.com/ . This is a blog which was set up by her fellow friends . So I appeal to my readers to help her out and to be like a FIGHTER like her .. Always ! .

God Bless and Bye

Hello fellow readers .

The rationale behind today's entry is directed to a different purpose which you will understand at the end of the entire entry .

Today I had a great A MT lesson with my beloved Mrs Narayanan . We were talking about the generation gap in general and learnt a lot of hidden facts about my friends . It was a very enriching lesson to be exact .

Suddenly , while the lesson was about to end , there was a lot of commotion outside the discussion room . My alert mind managed to deduce that someone had fainted or something of that sort . I saw a few girls carrying a girl and dropping her onto the sofa . We ended the lesson and came out to see what was wrong .

To my rude shock , I saw a poor soul fighting for her life . I was seriously rooted to the ground . I so wanted to do CPR and help her . But Azie , my classmate told me that that girl was suffering from heavy asthma . Even her inhaler didn't help her from recovering from the terrible fits that followed up .

All her friends had a tight grip on her legs and hands -- they wanted to prevent her limbs from shaking vigorously . While her Teacher started to utter some Prayers into her ear , her best friend broke down . It was such a heart-wrenching moment to me . I couldn't keep my eyes of her . I mean , I was soo helpess . The one and only principle in life which I've always carried out without fail is offering help to the needy -- to those suffering even if it means helping out an enemy or so . But in this case , I was so lost . I lost the sense of direction . I really didn't know what to do .

One of her classmates , a guy -- who if i'm not wrong is called Hadi commented that if it was a guy , he would've done his part but since she's a girl , he was helpess too . But to that kind-hearted soul , I appreciate your sincere thought . Honestly it's the thought that counts my dear . By trying your best to help out , you actually showed your true character . I respect you man . You really stand out from other selfish guys . God bless .

Coming back to my point . Do you people have the courage to offer your help even if it means helping out your arch enemy or so ? . Do you help out with sincere thought and not for something in return ? . Do you even respect the other individual whom you're helping or disregard them for in that situation they're browbeaten ( physically & mentally ) ? .

No matter what , offering help to the needy will allow God to reside in your heart . The only easiest way to reach God is to help those fellow homosapiens regardless of any kind of inferiority . This is a undeniable fact . So I appeal to my readers , please help those who truly need your help . Let's not be selfish . God loves us and in return , we should learn to love people around us and help them -- no matter what . Let's resolve to do it . Things will look bright . We would be able to engrave a new universally-embraced thought that would create a new world -- our own modern day utopia . Who said it doesn't exist ? . Utopia will exist when we learn to acknowledge the fundamental essense needed for a perfect life . It's right before you ; it's about time you make some good out of it and that is the purpose ( and hidden truth ) behind our birth .

Last but not least , I want to thank Regina Fluckiger from my class for giving me a wonderful booklet called " Four Spiritual Laws " . I was looking through it and found myself spiritually-charged . Thank a million Regina . You are such a kind soul and I am definitely lucky to have a chance to know and befriend you .

2 quotes which I would like to share with my readers

God's Love
"God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son , that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life " ( John 3:16 , NIV )

God's Plan
[ Christ speaking ] " I came that they might have life , and might have it abundantly " [ that it might be full and meaningful ] ( John 10:10 ) .

God bless . Amen

Soothing to : R kelly's : I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

A lovely masterpiece from R Kelly . This song is truly inspirational . A wonderful way to soothe your soul .

Anyways , before I hit my point today , just a few points to ponder upon . It would seem interesting if you can think out of the box . Hey peeps , try and expand beyond that horizon that you've been told to conform to . Miracles happen when you NOT conform . No matter what , always follow your heart and you will get the answer to many of your burning questions .

Points to ponder upon .

1) The sun , source of our life , has a surface temperature of 12 000 degrees Fahrenheit , and our earth is just far enough away so that this " eternal fire " warm us just enough and not too much ! If the sun gave off only one half its present radiation , we would freeze and if it gave half as much more , we would roast .

2) Behold an almost invisible drop of protoplasm , transparent , jellylike , capable of motion , drawing energy from the sun . This single cell , this transparent mistlike droplet, holds within itself the germ of life , and has the power to distribute this life to every living thing , great and small . The powers of this droplet are greater than our vegetation and animals and people , for all life came from it . Nature did not create life ; fire-blistered rocks and a saltless sea could not meet the necessary requirements .
Who , then has put it here ?

3) The young salmon spends years at sea, then comes back to his own river , and travels up the very side of the river into which flows the tributary where he was born . What brings him back so precisely ? If you transfer him to another tributary he will know at once that he is off his course and he will fight his way down and back to the main stream and then turn up against the current to finish his destiny accurately

Interesting pointers ain't it ? . If you think deeply , you will learn that these are God's creation . Even science will have to admit its defeat .

I spent my cold afternoon thinking about a few stuff ( more on philosophy to be exact ) and I was so motivated to browse through some books and came across this article written by A . Cressy Morrison namely " Seven Reasons why a scientist believes in God " . Oh boy ! It was a magnificent article that was fraught with some mindblowing facts .

Anyways an insight about the author . A . Cressy Morrison ( 1884 - 1951 ) was an astronomer and president of the New York Academy of Sciences from 1938 to 1939 . The gist of his 7 reasons for believing in God is as follows .

1) By unwavering mathematical law we can prove that our universe was designed and executed by a great engineering Intelligence

2) The resourcefulness of life to accomplish its purpose is a manifestation of all-pervading Intelligence

3) Animal wisdom speaks irresistibly of a good Creator who infused instinct into otherwise helpless little creatures

4) Man has something more than animal instinct - the power of reason

5) Provision for all living is revealed in phenomena which we know today but which Darwin did not know - such as the wonders of genes .

6) By the economy of nature , we are forced to realise that only infinite wisdom could have foreseen and prepared with such astute husbandry .

7) The fact that man can conceive the idea of God is in itself a unique proof .

Interesting ain't it ? . It's so true . Those 7 reasons made an impact on my belief . I was so astonished to learn so much of in-depth knowledge about philosophical ideas and etc . Those 7 reasons are scientifically as well as imaginatively true , as the Psalmist said : The heavens declare the glory of God and the firmament showeth His handiwork .

Ok . Rachel ( my classmate ) was talking to me on MSN . We both were lamenting to each other about our procrastination and the series of misfortunes that followed as the result of doing the latter . Soon she asked me about my strong faith in christianity . I told her that I believed in Jesus and his belief . So she told me that there were a lot of christians in our class . So i proposed that we do a fellowship . She too agreed . Wooo can't wait to have our class fellowship . I had one in my secondary school . We prayed together as a group for each and everyone . I enjoyed those sessions .

Anyways most of my readers got appalled at my previous entry . Most know me as a Hindu . Well I am a mix ( if most are not aware ) . Only my bestfriends and close friends know this - and so I make this a little public since its causing some distress and confusion to my readers . Dad is a christian-hindu while Mom is a malayalee . But my Dad gave up his christian beliefs due to something that happened in his childhood . So normally , I celebrate Onam ( a celebration for Malayalees ) , Deepavali and Christmas ( at my aunt's house ) . But I am truly more to a Malayalee-christian ( not that I abhor being a Hindu ) . It's just my belief yeah . Understand my peeps .

Before I leave , a heartwarming tale . Please take time to read it and reflect . God Bless .


THE ROSE WITHIN :

A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it.

He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom... it died.

So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects.

We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential.

Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them.

This is one of the characteristic of love... to look at a person, know their true faults and accepting that person into your life... all the while recognizing the nobility in their soul. Help others to realize they can overcome their faults. If we show them the "rose" within themselves, they will conquer their thorns. Only then will they blossom many times over.

Chilling to Eminem's Mockingbird

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

I just love this song . The song's simply superb ! My idol's ( Eminem ) is a King at delivering such mindblowing songs . You are the best Emy ! . He just rocks my socks !

So before I proceed to update my fellow folks of some interesting news , I've decided to treat you'll to something that would set you to ponder on a lot of issues . A small treat yeah !

Adapted from " The Nuggets of Wisdom from The Effendi " .

Title : Three Fools

One day the Effendi was crossing a bridge . There were three young men loitering on the bridge . When the Effendi passed them , he greeted them out of habit .

The three young men started to argue as to whom the Effendi greeted . The small arguement lead to a momentary scuffle . An old man was watching the whole incident and decided to approach them . He simply told them " why don't you ask the Effendi himself ? " .

They waited till the Effendi return . When the Effendi crossed the bridge again , the three young men blurted out " Sir , who did you greeted just now ? "

This was the Effendi's reply . " Young men , I was saluting whoever was the good-for-nothing fool "

The moral of the story is : Too much free time results in putting one's attention on trivial matters .

I hope you guys enjoyed it .

Floorball on Tuesday was fun . I was playing in a totally different line . Izzah , Jabs and Rury were not in my line . In fact we were all separated . Izzah was fuming when Gary did that . Anyways , I was playing centre -- as in the central of defence and striking . Whenever the players fed me with the ball , I sprinted down the flank to try and score . Each time , that monkey Iliyasa slid infront of me ; knocking me off the ball . I still think that he's the best goalie of MI . He's so lightning-quick .

While running down the flank , 2 rival team's defenders tried to tackle me . I managed to spin the ball but soon , I tripped over someone's stick and landed sideways with my ( still-injured ) knee hitting the ground . Most of my friends were stunned . They thought that I got myself injured again . But in fact , I tried to prevent the impact of the hit on my knee by using my hand to land . Luckily nothing happened to my hand . After the floorball training , I took out my bandage that I had wrapped around my thigh . I had sustained muscle pull on my thigh and couldn't walk but since I wanted to play floorball on tuesday , I tighten that area so that I could resume running . But after taking out the bandage , I nearly fainted with the excruciating pain around my thigh . Wooo . It was soo painful and that whole area was swollen and turned red . OUCH !

On Wednesday , the whole floorball team had physical conditioning . I was limping around school with a bandage on my thigh . Since Jabs , Izzah and I were injured , we did not do the PC . Suhaila brought her laptop to school and Izzah brought some floorball Videos . We ended up watching it while others grimaced with the PC . Soon , I decided to explore their library . Rury challenged me to go to the 2nd floor . So I embarked on the journey to the 2nd floor .

While walking up the stairs , I felt the hair at the back of my neck stand . I was feeling very weird . It was like as though the whole area had somekind of aura around it . I really don't know how to explain . But I know that it was soo spooky . No one was present there at that time and the lights were switched off . Although I wanted to run back to the basketball court , I decided to finish off my challenge . Plucking some courage , I walked from one end of the library to the other . While walking , I heard strange sounds but I managed to keep my mind focussed . After finishing the " journey " , I ran to the basketball court .

I related the whole incident to Rury . She told me that a few years back , her cousin was studying alone on the 2nd floor of the library . All the lights were switched off except hers ( there were no one there ) . Her cousin heard strange noises but decided to ignore it . Suddenly her cousin felt like someone was watching her and so she looked up . To her horror , she saw a small boy with bloodshot eyes sitting directly opposite her and staring at her . I was soo freaked out ! .

Then at around 6.15 pm , I went to the loo alone - again ! . I didn't wanted to disturb Jabs and Izzah as they were injured too . This time , I was soo uncomfortable to be alone in the toilet . When I was washing my hand , I saw something --- a greenish-blue cloth swaying on my left . Instantly I turned to my left to take a good look but I just faced a normal wall ! There was nothing greenish-blue ! . I got so freaked out that I screamed . Instantly I took to my heels . Then when the whole floorball ( Girls ) were inside , I advised that not to look at their left hand side . That's when I heard Gary say " Please leave early . There's a lot of strange things happening here . So wherever you wanna go , go with a friend " . That was certainly a spooky statement that got me a little worked up . Soon , Izzah told me that some girl was possessed during the Skool's night training ! . WOO scary . While waiting for my friends , I caught Keith leslie Paton and Hafidz ( ex SGT floorballers whom I was quite close to ) . Both of them can do breathtaking airhooks . WOW !! .

After the floorball training , we went to Paya Lebar to eat . Before eating , the whole floorball committee had a meeting . I am now an official Toh Tuck Rep and Secretary of MI Floorball . Woo . So during the meeting , we addressed a lot of important issues . Things got settled in a peaceful manner . Kudos to Team MI ! .

We had a wonderful CIP day on Thursday . Initially , I was supposed to be in Sheila's group . But I decided to join Cheryl's group because of someone . That someone was smart enough to say that I withdraw from their group for " some personal reasons " . Ha ! . Anyways , Pravin , Bin , Hanisah ( Red Specs ) , Cheryl and I were in the same sub-group . Soon , we splitted into another mini sub-sub-group . Bin and I went around asking for newspaper , instead of getting tired , I ended up laughing my ass off at Bin's cute attributes . Bin has just joined my class after studying in England for sometime . So he have not adapted to the Singaporean lifestyle and attitude yet .

When the owners did not open the door , Bin actually open the gate and tried to open the door !! Haha . I was soo shocked . He even jumped to look into their windows . He was sooo cute !! . I couldn't help but laugh at his behaviour . In fact we got on very well too . He is a friendly guy .

After the CIP trip , Suhailah , Sheila , Izzah and I went to West Coast to eat . Had wonderful meal . After that , we went to West Coast park . We played at the playground and had so much of fun . It was truly a propitious time for us to get close . Thumbs up . After that , we decided to go home . We took 176 and to our utter shock , I saw Cheryl , Hanisah , Regina , Yu Ru and Lynn in the bus . Haha . We caused so much of havoc in the bus . Haha . Soon everyone except for myself and Regina alighted at Bukit Batok . Regina and I had a inspiring talk about God until we reached Bukit Panjang .

Regina and I share the same belief in God . In fact we got ourselves deeply immersed into the subject that we didn't even realise that we reached our destination . Since Regina and I stay near each other , she told me that I can come over anytime for dinner or anything and that we can hang out very often too . The best thing is , she will be bringing me to her church :> . WOW . I'm soo excited to get close to Jesus ! . Ever since the day I chose him as my saviour , HE have been guiding me to the right path . Praise Almighty ! . Like what Regina's MSN nicks says " GOD IS AWESOME " . HE definitely IS ! .

Ok . Now coming to a important matter . I know that my blog is being visited by bitches . Actually 2 bitches to be exact . I don't care about those boycotted idiots . But I don't understand why SHE have to impersonate someone and tag my blog . To my fellow readers this is the most despicable thing that Bitch did . I was talking about my RJC HIM in my blog and since I did not post his name , that bitch actually tagged me under RJian .

See this : RJian: Whats up with the shyness after seeing me =/ ? .

How could that bitch impersonate him ? . Oh man . She is nothing compared to him . Or like what I love to say " speck of dust under my feet " . She is definitely that same speck of dust under HIS feet . How could she ? . I was totally disgusted by her ! . I am suspecting her big time . My assumptions can be true ! . Because a despicable bitch like her wouldn't settle for anything less . That same shit even made a 52 year old teacher to cry by embrassing her infront of so many students . When Mr Sengu got to know it , she even had the bloody guts to ask who sabotaged her !!!! . Oh man . What a horrible creature is she !! . I thought she would've learnt her lesson but she chose not to . So her screwed up philosophy is to treat her favourite teacher nicely while treating those she hate like shit issit ? . Bloody hell ! . If I were in that lift when she spoke so rudely to my teacher , I promise to have stuffed my shoe into her mouth . I would've done it ! .

Bloody hypocrite ! . She only shows her courage when she is with a group of friends . She is certainly living in a facade , masking her true vicious and malicious character . I really cannot imagine which arrogant ass would have the courage to question a teacher and eventually make her cry . Many would talk behind a teacher or do something else . But never do directly to a teacher . This is because no matter how bad or rude a student is , he will never forget to give respect to a teacher . This is due to the conventional student-teacher relationship that was built onto a student the day he stepped into a school . How could she ? .

She even go around saying " Get a life " . If she truly had a life , she wouldn't be behaving like a low class pariah by impersonating somone and tagging like this . This is my OWN personal stuff and I don't think I am obliged to give an answer to her bloody tag ! . Such a despicable ass ! . I am so fed up with her shit ! . I don't even tag her blog so why does she have to on mine ? . Call it freedom of speech and I show you my middle finger . You are not welcomed in my blog and if you wanted to guard your self-respect , you wouldn't have stooped soo low to tag on my blog . It truly shows your DISGUSTING nature ! . Ewww .. I'm plainly grossed out .

Although you are always there in C2 to spoil my day , I'm happy with the way things are going in class and etc . Then why do you even bother distrubing me ah ? . Honestly if you have something up your agenda , you better stop it . I have been patient with your shit all this months , so try not to instigate me . If you do , things will not be the same . Don't forget . We're in the same boat ( and I meant in everything - if your stupid brain can realise it ) . So don't instigate me . There's a limit to my patience .

Last but not least : I apologise to HIM . I'm sorry that a despicable bitch had to impersonate you . I really cam't stand her . A constant pain in my ass ( not only in mine .... ) .

Wonderful Floorball tricks . How I really wish I can master the Air Hook and use it for my A Division this year .

Blasting to : Blink 182's Adam's Song .

But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

Before I provide you with the gist of my happenings , look at the video below and compare the teachers in MI and RJC .



Wow . I cannot imagine how that student might've felt . It is totally atrocious . The scoldings are so vicious in nature . But perhaps , this might be the main reason as to how and why RJC produces top students in all national examinations .

Talking about RJC , I shall announce the results of the impromptu debates finals .

RJC Impromptu Debate : 1st : MJC , 2nd : MI , 3rd : IJC

I have to respect those Meridians . Ok . I confess that I hate them . But my hatred for them was created due to my over-excessive jealousy . Their singer were good , their debaters were good and their ACTORS are good too ! . This is depressing . I really want MI to start winning all the competitions that we partcipate in . I am not being overly ambitious ; but rather driven .

I have always wanted to be the winner . Winner in everything . I hate losing . The outcome was , I managed to win in many things . I hardly lost to anyone nor anything . I just want the great satisfaction that comes when you win . People out there please do not mistake this to be some sort of my idiosyncrasy . Haha . ( chuckles ) .

Oh yes . I saw HIM at RJC . Infact I was caught off guard . I didn't expect to see HIM there on Friday . But when I arrived , I was walking along the corridor of their " study table " when I saw HIM with his friends . Our eyes met . Then all HIS friends started to tease him . I was totally embarassed . I went to hide at the stairs . Pravin , Govan , Fara , Mena and Karpagam were all shocked when they witnessed what happened . They couldn't believe that I reacted in that manner .

After the debate , I walked to the Canteen with my Friends . HE was there . My friends forced me to say Bye to HIM . But the fact was the " Right-wing Party of MI " were standing there . Since I want to keep things away from " SOME " people , I decided not to do it . In fact , my heart was thumping wildly and I felt a deep gush of heat around the nape of my neck .... ( robust of emotions ) . I was feeling uncomfortable to look at HIM ( because his friends were there too ) , so I walked past the canteen while Fara looked at him . It was a way to telling HIM ( in terms of telepathy ) that I was going back . Haha . Then Fara told me that HE was looking at me . AWW ! . I hope HE got the HINT . Mena thinks HE is goodlooking --- and my reply was " Of course , My sweet PIE what !!! " Haha .

Ok . Enough of all this intricate web of emotions . Coming to something that really pissed me off . Some bitch actually dug her own grave . Without knowing what actually happened between some people involved , she decided to open her BIG mouth to voice out her own PATHETIC views . So she somewhat created a lot of misfortunes by doing so . So on Monday , she is going to FACE the MUSIC . I cannot help but feel disgusted at her hypocrisy . She had soo much to say about the PAE misfortunes and even managed to boycott many people and the best thing is , she never failed to make my day by turning up for all major competitions to show her distaste for me by dissing me during & before a competition starts . And now by doing the very disgusting " I am brave and therefore I find it hard not to stick my nose into people's business and not help by opening my mouth " ACT , she has definitely given ME a wonderful chance of allowing her to FACE the MUSIC . Wow . I am soooo happy . Wonderfully done laa ! . Sooo impressed . I so wanna see the reaction on her face . Soo excited . Yipee !! . Her iconoclasm is going to end . She would soon start to think twice before REACTING -- In future . All the best !

Ok . YJC seminar was held on Sat . It was ok . Pravin , Govan , Menaga , Karpagam , Suriya ( JJC ) and I went to YJC as a group . We met our Bartley mates there . I cannot help but laugh at Deepak's cheeky " I'm Kajen " comment . After the seminar , we left to makan at the nearest food centre . Saw a pathetic group of anjadis ( MOFOs ) . Can't help but really pity their ignorance . They think they rule the world and all kinda crap . I seriously show my middle finger to them la ! . They should learn to lead a better life -- away from the ultimately-fake fascade of theirs ( just like that BITCH ) .

Ok . Enjoying my lessons in school . But I am very stressed about the crisis in my floorball team . I can't help it but feel depressed . Why is this happening guys ? What happened to our " We are bonded " labels ? . I so hate it when you guys quarrel . Did you guys even realise that your behaviour is being made a mockery by the year 1s ? . I hope that this will end on Wed . I am going there as the Secretary ( Toh Tuck ) and not as Vitz . I hope to see colourful changes in the team . I want the WHOLE TEAM to show " them " that we can produce too . With 2 and 1/2 months to A Division , I'm feeling cool jitters tingling down my spine . We must win or at least Lose with pride . I don't want the whole MI team to be called " the pathetic losers " .

WE CAN DO IT LA . WE CAN . NO MORE SQUABBLES . JUST TEAMWORK . SET ?

I LOVE FLOORBALL . FLOORBALL IS LIFE .

ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE - FLOORBALL

FLOORBALL BELONGS TO THOSE WHO LOVES TO " PLAY "

Banging to : Yellowcard - Only one

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Holla back my fellow peeps . Wonderful weather . Especially when I am drinking hot chocolate while blogging . Wow . Power-pack ! .

Anyways . Floorball training on Tuesday was cool . Except for the fact that someone whacked me on my right Knee bone . The person's shaft hit my bone and I felt the pain rushing like adrenaline all around my nerves . Wow . I stood rooted to the ground for a few minutes . I was paralysed for a moment . Luckily , I mentally forced my leg to take a few steps . But I sustained the swelling and the pain . I was taking painkillers for the next 3 days ( till friday ) .

My H2 MT buds were so adorable in class . We had so much of fun crapping and laughing our ass off . I am starting to respect and adore Mrs Narayanan . She is such a dedicated teacher . H2 MT lessons are fun because of her . I love Mrs Narayanan . She reminds me of Mrs Silvi . Haizz .. I miss Mrs Silvi .

Yes . Now coming to the highlight of the week . The RJC debate ! . We got into the finals . Up against MJC on the 8th of this month . Well I got so stressed up with the tension-filled atmosphere . Nonetheless I did ok . I didn't debate like how I used to ( sec sch ) . Haizz . Was disappointed . Govan and Pravin did well enough .

Yesterday was soo power-packed ! . Met Karpagam , Ilayarani and Govan at Yio Chu Kang . Went to support my best friend . Silas was up against SAJC . Honestly I am impressed with his speech this time . JJC definitely deserved to win ! . The JJC atmosphere was so power pack ! . I was having a wonderful time with my JJC pals . I was sitting at the edge of my seat - constantly whistling for my Bestie . VJC did extremely well while AJC was totally disappointing ! . I cannot believe that AJC could succumb to VJC's criticism ! . In fact , I was looking out for Vithiya . She screwed up the " criss cross " round ! . But Valliamma from AJC got the best speaker . Can't wait to go for the final rounds ! . After the debates , Silas , Govan and I went to eat at Yishun . Karpagam and Suriya had to go home thus they left first . Silas and I shared a lot of secondary school memories with Govan . Haha . So fun ! .

Oh yes .. I forget to add this ! . I had a wonderful chat with Mr Jega ( JJC MT teacher ) . He was praising us . We explained our dilemma to him and he encouraged us to stick with H2 tamil . In fact I can't help but envy Silas for having a wonderful tamil teacher . He is someone to whom you can look out to . Haiz .

I reached home at 11pm . Met Menaga , Pravin and Govan online . We were discussing on a few issues . Then we came up to a wonderful conclusion . Hence , we are going to practise it starting tomorrow . Need to start saving money to attend Menaga's performance .

Ok . I am disgustingly annoyed with that Bitch . When A**** ******( ex-HKSS ) told me a lot of stuff about her , I ignored the vibes . But perhaps , he might've been a reliable source afterall . Anyways , I am soo shocked to learn something totally new about her . Haha . But I think I've got to agree on that . Someone else also commented on her . I so agree with his comment on that particular issue too ! . Everyone is watching . They still do . Vitz is controlling her emotions at this very moment . She is so patient with her nonsense . But she cannot promise she'll remain like that forever . But if she is going to lose her steam , then all hell is going to break loose ! . I can assure this . Take note .

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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Manchester United

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