Saturday, February 11, 2006
Holla peeps .
I've got many important things up in my agenda that the subject of nonsensical rubbish will take the back seat .Yesterday marked the release of O levels result . For 3/4 of the people , it was a recognition for their hard work and sadly to the others , it was a period of realisation . But no matter what happened , one should keep his/her options open and explore the other avenues . It will not be good to jump into a decision and regret it in the future . Like I've said , " you reap what you sow " . So it's pointless to cry over results as we are not bestowed upon the power of turning back time . Before I made my way to my ex secondary school , I made plans to slack at home with Anakin . He came over to watch Red Eye . Since he had a special ' feeling ' toward my home theatre system , he felt so much obliged to come over . Suddenly he had a brilliant idea --- to cook ! . Can you believe it ?! . We went to NTUC and bought a few stuff and cooked . Indonesian Fried Rice , Grilled Salmon and Raw Cockles with Lemon . It was a moment of absolute bliss . The taste was soo divine ! Wooo .. Met up with Jaya , Melveen , Silas and He shun at Gombak . Made our way to school . Met Vethiya and Bunny there . The instance our eyes met , we realised the value of each other . There was lots of hugs , kisses , tears and above it all : True Friendship . I was dwelling in a myriad of rollercoaster emotions . I felt happy when I realised that my school did very well again thus regaining the rank ! . Soon , my joy was quite short-lived . I was quite upset when I saw the dip in the number of distinctions for the Sec 5 category . Soon , Ms Tay was dragging her speech . Meanwhile , I suddenly felt a hard pat on my shoulder . I was too shocked and at once , anger filled my eyes . Red hot hammers were working inside my head that I was so ready to reply to the pat by slapping the unknown person . But to my shock , it was my tamil teacher Mrs Silvi . Omg . Her eyes were filled with tears and she had a big smile plastered onto her face . I felt so emotional . At that moment , i realised how much she meant to me . How much I actually loved her .... I never once told her that I loved her . Silas told me that when he and jaya were conversing with her , she kept giving constant eye contact to me ( I was busy looking at the results ) . She even told Silas that she missed me a lot . My juniors once told me that she told the whole tamil class that I was her favourite student and that she liked me the most . Yesterday , she told me that !! and she added on saying " Your batch was the best one in my teaching career !! " . Man , I never once felt that a teacher can love someone like that ! . The best thing is , she is coming to the PUYAL show with her children to support Me , James and Jaya . When I invited her for it , this was what she said " How can I NOT come and watch my children act ? " . Mrs Silvi .. I love u !Then Uma got her results and she burst out crying . I was so shocked . He shun's face changed ! Silas , Jaya and Melveen started to share nervous glances to each other . I did not say anything to Uma . I went up to her and gave her a warm hug to assure her that I was there for her . We went out of school to discuss about the future . Uma was more like a walking corpse . Her face lost it's colour . There wasn't a single trace of bubbliness ! . She looked as though she was prepared to face some kinda impending doom ! . Soon , I started to laugh out loud ! . WHY ?! Cos she didn't even look at her result and presumed that she didn't do well ! OMG ! . She did well enough to qualify for a plethora of poly courses . Haha . So it was celebrations after that . We went to Mac to makan and Navya joined us . Soon we set off to Uma's crib to slack . We ended up playing with Bella and doing our trademark ' fun ' disturbance . Haha . I shall not reveal it cos it's strictly restricted to the Screaming Heads . I'm sorry . But then I can safely say that I adore Navya . Haha . That poor girl just returned from India and had a strange Indian accent . It was soo hilarious and all . We ended up correcting her accent . She looked sooo adorable when she said these words " Dei macha " HAHA !! OMG !!Ohh .. I forgot to add this just now . I saw adorable S in school . He looked soo cute when he was anxious . Haha . Although I was disappointed that his name wasn't in the Top Student's list , I still managed to conceal it and approached him to know his results . He got 10 points and has decided to go to ACJC . Hmmm ...... Suicide commando that your momma talked aboutQueen of the forty theivesAnd I'm here to representThat needle in the vein of the establishment
I'm the patron saint of the denialWith an angel face and a taste for suicidalARE YOU TALKING TO ME?I'll give you something to cry about Hello . I would gladly say out that I don't think I need to apologise to anyone . Yes . That's my final verdict . The only person to whom I rightly think I should apologise will be those teachers concerned . Honestly , it is just so ridiculous . I seriously think that everyone has the right to come up with his/her own perspection . I don't think I need to put myself at the mercy of people . Why should I ? Even if stuffs are published for the whole world to read and there are constant bad mouthing on my tagboard , I seriously think that it will still be the least of my concerns . I got a whole deal of things to care for . I can actually say this out with great honour . My best friends will stick with me no matter what . I've been through some shit last year ( only my best frens know what ) and I was so happy that they were there for me . The thing that happened is much much more horrible than going for detentions and jail . So if they can stick with me thoroughout that , they can still do that under any circumstances . This is solely because we were formed not because of character or etc but just according to the rules of True Friendship . Thanx for the advice too . I admit that I am hot tempered and have a good command of the vulagrities . But like I said before , I don't think I should change it . It does help me most of the times . So thanx again .On a final note ........I READ THE GRAFFITI IN THE BATHROOM STALLLIKE THE HOLY SCRIPTURES OF A SHOPPING MALLAND SO IT SEEMED TO CONFESS IT DIDN'T SAY MUCHBUT IT ONLY CONFIRMED THATTHE CENTER OF THE EARTH IS THE END OF THE WORLDAND I COULD REALLY CARE LESSLet the GAME begin .....................................................................................................
You got coloured @
7:21 pm