People please don't freak out . I am damn annoyed with this stupid Asian cockroach ( Blattella asahinai ) . Well I've got phobia of cockroaches and I'm like having close encounters with them at this recent times . Oh man . I hope they will face extinction soon . I really hate cockroaches .

Oh well , I would like to take this opportunity to thanx my besties Anakin and Uma aka Ms Spooky for standing by me . I can't wait for the chance to meet up with my Screaming Heads . In fact I really miss them . The last time that we met up , we ended up playing blind mice at a play ground . Talk about deprived childhood and we'll be pointed to as the perfect examples * chuckles * .

I found out something that might interest my Screaming Heads . Well , I am not known for skipping school . But now , I am embracing the happiness that comes with skipping school or rather in Singaporean language : Pon-ing school . Haha . I pon-ed school during chinese new year . Had a satisfying breakfast and had hot milk tea to go along with it . Wow .. coolio ! . I love tea with lots of milk . Omg the taste is totally divine . I should thank Anakin for this . In fact he introduced it to me . I thought that only hot chocolate brought me to the state of experiencing extreme pleasure but I was soo wrong . Milk tea ( especially those found in coffee shops ) have the same divine taste ! . I like lipton tea the best ... hmmmm

I am planning to pon school on friday . Although I made plans with Jay to meet Uma in school , I think I wanna pon school . I might most probably end up in some Mac with Silas to eat breakfast and study . After which we decided to meet Jay and go to school . I truly think I need to be by Uma's side . She and He shun were there when Silas , Naresh , Rani and I were collecting our results . Man . I really love my Screaming Heads . I miss those times when we spend each and every single day practising the drama . We got close during that time and formed Screaming Heads . I was so happy to introduce Indian food to He Shun and etc . Soon we marked 26th Dec ( boxing day ) as ' our ' day to celebrate . I miss them like crazy ! . Oh yes , My cousin would also be collecting his results . But his path is set . He'll be going on an internship with the US Army . He got a scholarship to do that and would most probably end up studying in the US College . WOW .

To my besties , cousin and frens ----> My best wishes to you . Be strong and hope for the best for your O levels . Please make a wise decision . May God give you the strength to withstand any misfortune should it occur . But at a superficial view , I pray to God that he'll bless you and give you your desired results .

Coming to think about it . My school principal Mr Tan is so unique . As in , he is certainly a rationalist and he has his own set of code . He is a man of principles . I was quite amazed with his speech today . He had a very practical approach to hardwork . Well , he defined it as " You reap what you sow " . His speech was not those normal draggy ones but more like confident and succinct . In fact I observed that he could multi-task . I was quite astonished to be frank . He was addressing us and was trying to find for a piece of paper in his breast pocket all at once . I heard that it was hard for a brain to focus on 2 things at the same time . He did not slur in his speech . I do wonder if the purpose of the speech was to propitiate the anxious-filled students or to make them understand the value of an A levels education . But it was certainly essential to address the subject given that the results will be out this fri .

Coming to a more important topic . I was kind of inspired by 2 people today . There are Mdm Shymala and Karthik .

Mdm Shymala told the class that she was a retainee . She retained when she didn't do well for A levels . Soon i asked her a few questions and she gave me answers that were very practical . She told me that she wasn't bothered about people when she retained . She was concerned with her own grades rather than on people , although they did ' abused ' her . The best thing is , she didn't consider retaining a shame .

Karthik told me that he was in express when he was sec 1 and gradually kind of dropped out of school after his N levels . Soon he started to ask questions to himself . Soon he worked his way up . He topped his diploma class and is soon going to go to Monash University after his NS .

These people , being just like normal people from anyone's point of view have truly inspired me . I was soon starting to have low self-esteem when I was looking back at things but now , I do realise how stupid I was . We should love ourselves first before loving someone or something else . If we label ourselves , the whole world will label you and mock at you . It's values that brings us to greater altitudes . Values here do coincide with attitude too . Hardwork will always gain it's recognition . Like what Mahatma Gandi said in the past , " Full work = Full victory " .
However , the biggest challenge comes when we start to slip . Slip when we doubt our abilities . There's one truth in a saying said in a hindi movie once ( K3G ) . " when you think you cannot achieve something , when you are not confident or when your path is shrouded with obstacles , don't lose hope . Things will get alright . But if you are still afraid , close your eyes and think about your parents and victory will be yours " . I do wonder how true this is . It's parents who we should trust and all . Thinking about my parents , slogging day and night to provide me with an education should've motivated me to study even harder . But I underestimated the power of love --- love that my parents showered onto me . I have no one to prove my ability to . But I want the happiness and pride to be back onto my parent's face . I do really want .
Mom and Dad , I am sorry to have caused you so much of misfortune . Please don't forgive me . I don't deserve to be forgiven .

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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