"I wish I could be the one,
the one who wont care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns it's back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Hello peepz . I had to blog earlier on because of the current situation . I just need an excuse to convince myself that by blogging , I am venting my frustrations , anger and everything else .

Nah . Don't think I am lamenting about the examinations . Well the truth of the matter is , it doesn't even make up the whole junk that's happening to me now !

Just some personal stuff , which I find very hard to accept . I am just so sick and tired of my life . As simple as that . No matter what people out there say , no matter how much of faith I have in you , nothing ..... let me accentuate the word NOTHING can put a stop to all my problems .. just death can solve my problems easily .

Death is actually a journey ain't it ... or is it something to convince oneself to accept reality ??
I am at loss ... but I am not here to ask for solutions but as I said earlier ... convince myself that I can attain peace by blogging .

Sometimes , the theme/s that I use for literature also applies to me in my life . Appearance Vs Reality . I appear to be so carefree , jovial ... pranks ... etc . I am really cheating myself and others . Because all I ever want to do is to take a sharp knife and slash all over my body , to see the blood spurting out , feel the adrenaline rush to my brains ... and reflect .. that life depends on the oxygen contained in the red blood cells . Hahaha ... cool ain't it ...

Maybe I am just soo drained .. so sick .. that I can ' think out of the box ' . Haha .. I don't know . All I can ever wish is that , I want a permanent solution to IT . Be it death or me - myself going bonkers . Anything . ..... Anything

sila manithanin valzgai romba aarputhamaanathu
aanal en valzgai romba kaasthamaanathu
athu en andru enaku theiriya villai
thaayavusaaithu ennai kaapaathrugaal
Oh my kadavulae ....

valzgai oru naadagam
naam antha naadagathil vaalum manitharkal

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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