The unpredictability of the colour .
[c]d4rkang3l
Thursday, September 08, 2005



Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
can’t remember how
can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

This song has somewhat captured my attention . For what reason ? I don't exactly know . However , I do feel that this song really describes the way I'm feeling now . Cool right ?

I am having high fever now . Feeling so uncomfortable . I can barely concentrate on anything . Arrgghh I hate it when I fall ill ; wonder which donkey passed me that virus ! I swear that I'm ready to skin you alive ! Haha .. * just joking dude/dudette *

Ignatious have me a minor heart attack earlier in the day . He told me that we were not going to sit for AO MT but A MT ! I was really shocked , because , A MT is not an easy subject to bank your hopes on to . I need the desperate support of my AO MT . Ignatious also told me another fascinating thing . It seems that in Millennia's history , no single soul had ever taken double literature . For the 1st time in Millennia's history , in 2005 , 2 people by the name of Ignatious and Vithiya from 05A3 are taking DOUBLE LIT ! Wooo what a remarkable record ?

So much of stuff happened and got settled . The bottom line is , always trust your bud ! For things tend to get heavy under people's influences and before even realising it , you'll succumb to their intentions . How manipulative can people get ? Thank goodness that I'm blessed with good buds to the extent that they didn't cheat me when they could've . So now , at this very moment , I'll like to thank them .

Thanx to Adib Osman for sticking up for me , Thanx to Bridget Tan for being there and Thanx to Amirul Asri for showing me the light when I was really down . Although it's known that people with authority can change things at hand , you guys showed me that all it ever takes for friendship to flourish is TRUST . Thanx peeps .

And for that particular incident that somewhat shook the living daylight out of me , I choose to ignore it . People can get tempted when they are blessed with authority and power -- even Angelo got tempted . Although I won't deny that I wasn't disappointed , I have decided to put on a mask to hide my true feelings and to pretend . Life is a drama . We all are actors . Now I know why they came up with this . Life is all about acting , being an hypocrite . Ain't it ?

Haha , to those innocent-beings who don't exactly know what I am talking about , you can ignore it and resume enjoying the purest taste of innocence . Talking about innocence , I saw a cute little baby on the bus today . That baby ( a girl -- i think so ) , kept touching me . * don't freak out people * . She kept smiling so innocently . Man ! How i wish to go back to my childhood days ? When i had no worries . When you are young , you don't have any worries . All you see is happiness . Even in time of greatest misery , you can see the light . And your only worries are ? ---> getting to play the swing , if your mom would buy you the toy you asked for , time and food ! . Unlike teenagers now . This is life .

Enough said I suppose . Feeling hungry . I want to go and munch onto anything that is nice . Oh yeah , before I forget ; I drank hot chocolate today !! Haha . It's been a long time since I last drank it . Fuuyooh .. it was .. SHIOK . Eternal blessing !!




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