Sunday, September 18, 2005


From Top : Me with Udhayam Production peeps , Me with Renu and Me with my Dear - SuHAnA . The Reason - Hoobastank I've found a reason for meTo change who I used to beA reason to start over newAnd the reason is youPrecisely ain't it ? Perheps exclude that " the reason is you " part . I am certainly not a perfect person . So how can I wish for speedy recovery ? As though I've got Madam Pomfey beside me , so that she could give me the flick of the wand and after spending one night in the hospital wing and I am able to use my knee as per normal ? How ridiculous . Ok . I've matured . I've decided not to shed a single tear at the pitiful situation that I'm pushed to . Instead , I will try to find ways to do physio to recover faster . I am going to focus on strengthening my knee -- currently , I believe it's loose .. ( can someone pass me the " screw-driver please" ) . Yes . It's about time that I hit gym again - after 2 months and 18 days ( 1st of july , i got injured ) . I've realised the need to accept reality ; even if it gives you a hard shot across your face . Yes . Is there any use if I were to cry over spilt milk ? Nah ? Ain't it ?My spirit will not dampen . I am still the old Vitz . Yes , I thought I wasn't anymore , but I still am and will be ! . How did I redeem my self-confidence ? Well the answer was simple . I was thinking .. YES I WAS THINKING . I managed to overcome my hamstring injury and was able to run and play hockey & floorball like normal , back in secondary school . So why can't I do it again ? The only difference is , the injury that I got now is on my knee ... That's it . I don't care even if it's some torn or sprained ligament , I am not going to give a damn even if my conscience tells me that I did dislocate my knee and even if I realise that I am YET to go for MRI to detect the seriousness of my injury , MY SPIRIT WILL NEVER DAMPEN ... Thanx to anything or something or SOMEONE .. who managed to change my mind . God , I am so sorry . I put the blame on you . Now i realise that I am so stupid ! So irresponsible and so immature ! Btw , I heard that some dude ( a runner ( an athlete ) by the name of sara from some poly ) got hit by a lorry and nearly had his legs amputated !! OMG .. what a blow to an athlete . In fact , I thing that THAT incident was responsible for the change of my mindset . He CANNOT run in this lifetime - ever ! I thank god that AT LEAST I've got a chance ( a matter of time ) to recover and run . I am seriously going to start on a very STRICT DIET and STRICT EXERCISE REGIME after promos . Therefore , It's a good time to eat as much as I want to . I am going to start to old Jhongtail ( by old nick name , which only my friends are entitled to use ) Concept . YES . Like how I used to restrict myself in order for the Post-Hamstring reover period . * Luckily I've got experience to plan my regime ! HAHA * Btw .. Tamil oral sucked today . I don't know why , I couldn't find the flow .. I was stammering ( god !! ) . I was blabbering nonsensical utter rubbish ! The question that Mr Sengu asked me was " what are the advantages and disadvantages of SMS ?? " I was really lost !! I couldn't think fast ; thus I came up with 2 lame points .. ! Lame point 1 : ( disadvantage ) Students will not concentrate in class when they sms Lame point 2 : ( advantage ) Students ( being in the younger generation band ) will learn to use technologically advanced equipment , Thus teaching their offsprings to learn to SMS !!My god .. I know my stupidity is evident from lame point 2 ! HAHA .. who cares about offsprings ?? Oh god .. Hahaha I wish i won't get hard-to-think-at-the-moment questions like this for A levels . ! After oral , I went to Yishun with Nimalen & Priveen ( Thulasi or Thush alighted at the next stop ) to eat . Yummy ... all 3 of us ended up eating chicken rice . After that , I treat myself to ROTI BOY for my excellent performance in tamil oral ! =) . Ok btw .. I am physically drained now .. all thanks to something . Oh yeah .. before I forget , I won 2nd for my drama competition ( Thanx to my team mates - Priveen , Nimalen and Theba ) . I am preparing for my tamil debate next ( pre u 1 VS pre u 2 ) . Last but not least , I am going on a ( organic ) date with my grandmom . I am really looking forward to it . I really love my loved ones . I thank the god for giving me such lovable souls .. to my mom , dad , bro , grandma ( mom's mom ) and late-grandpa ( mom's dad ) & my relatives .. I REALLY LOVE YOU'LL .. oops not forgetting caesar ( the cocker spaniel ) . I have to write this out using small font because I didn't want that someone to read my blog and come up with any intentions --- in case my assumption is wrong . Anyway , I was happy when you actually ( for the hellava freaking 1st time ) talked or even smiled at me . Haha .. In fact I'm glad that after knowing your existence for a couple of months , this is the first time you ever talked to me . Man .. How i wish we could go on a possible relationship == due to deprivation of romance ( social life ) . Haha .. nah nah .. I shouldn't be thinking like this ... or maybe it's my hormones that's acting ?? I really don't know . But I really hate the group of friends that you are hanging out with !! GOD !! Btw , I've been getting lots of attention from guys . Feeling weird all of a sudden - from very goodlooking guys !! Man ... Haha ... wat's going on ?? I'm lost !
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