I am not feeling good today . There's countless of thoughts swirling in my mind now . I am bombarded by many questions . There really do have such a great impact on my feelings . Hey people don't assume that I am talking about some relationship problem . Its just that I am at a great fix , cannot really do things that I used to do . Man .. Feeling utterly disappointed with the situation . Many people told me to just grin and bear with it . But my brain is telling me to tap out at the state of my situation . Haiz // let's see what life have for me

I do get really irritated very easily . The worse thing is , I just blow my top off ! I am very vulnerable to stress that I find it hard to control my emotions . Memories of the past is making me very sad . The vivid images of me clutching my knee , screwed in undescribable adrenaline of pain , letting out my stream at BARTLEY campus on the fateful day ( 1st july ) is flooding my mind . I can't help it but feel very very depressed .

I can't wait to recover . I know it's going to take ages for that damned tissues to strengthen . However , there's a limit to my patience . I just cannot sit back and watch my peers play . I cannot sit back and remind myself that " hey u gotta relax " . Man .. Life is too harsh on me . I can feel cracking sounds when I move my knee or rub it . WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON ??

I have realised that the month is drawing to an end , and the start to promos is reaching sooner . I am really paralysed with fear . I feel as though it's about time that I have to set off to work . Maybe I should stop breathing . A levels is all about challenging your intelligence . Literature is not good at the moment . I am confused with the book now . Haven't been doing my tutorials . I have to do well for my paper 8 . God !! It's going to take a miracle to help me with that . I am really starting to hate AO tamil . I don't see any essence in that . I don't see it as a means of articulating my feelings anymore . Infact the class is sooo ultra boring . There is NO SILAS , NO VETHIYA , NO JAYA , NO SHARMILA , NO ARAVIND & NO KAVICKUMAR to challenge to ... I am not doubting my mates capability but this class is fraught with people who have no intentions to pursue tamil .

People who see tamil as the most disasterous subject . People who loathe the subject and its existence . I really hate this . I only look foward to A tamil class . I think tamil literature is much more interesting to study . It have powerful acknowledge to it . Yes . You have to adopt unconventional means of thinking to adapt to it . I find it easier to articulate my thoughts . In fact the problems and certain ideas brought up by the subject is utterly fascinating . It enrich my knowledge of tamil . Yes . A tamil rock . Tamil literature is the best .

Ok . These are my hailstorm of thoughts . Although peeps out there might think it's absurb , I don't I would show the slighest tinge of remorse for blurting it out . Yes . Whatever you have to say , just tag me . But don't expect me to change my perspective . Alright . If you want , try to change . PLEASE . Make it a very conducive place to study and not a place where you adopt negative thought .

Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

Just a phrase from my sweetheart EMINEM . He is the best . I love you man . Rappers rock . Particularly YOU ! . I salute you man . BREAK THE NORMS , HECK THE PEOPLE , DESTORY THE UNWANTED , FUCK THE WORLD ( if they hurl extensive amount of unadmired verbals ) & RESPECT YOUR KIND !

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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