Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Hmm today was an OK day .. hahaI was freaking disappointed with not going to BMTC . All the males had to go and a few selective girls would be chosen to go . I really wanted to go . So at 11.30 , I rushed to the hall to see if i can go . Then Ms cheah said only 9 girls could go . And 2 people from each class . I was devastated !! Eventually Bridget and Hui Jun were selected to go . I was ok with it .. but i was disappointed also ... But at least my buddy Bridget was going !! Suddenly this malay guy from A4 ( i dunno his name ) , he was soo nice to say that he wants to give up his space for me to go . I was happy but I also felt bad because it's very much necessary for guys to go then gals .. rite .. ? Yeah . Honestly i really admire the guys man . Kendri , Adib , Sanjay , Shah and a few other guys actually said " it's ok vitz ... Nvm .. " and they also said " so sorry vitz " .. I was actually touched !! They actually understood a gal's heart ? It's very very rare to see guys really understanding a girl's emotion . I respect all those guys who understood my feelings :) thanx ! I returned back to Tamil class and Mr Kalai didn't allow me to have extended time for my test .. which carries 10% for my promos !! I need to score well for AO tamil so that when 50% of marks is taken from there , I can get an A grade for my final Higher Tamil !! So freaking complicated procedure ! I was really irritated and fed up when he refused to allow me to do the paper . So I ( listening to Nimalen's advice ) approached him after class and asked him to allow me to do the paper . I asked Ms cheah to help me ( cos she was the teacher in charged of the BMTC thingy ) . My tamil teacher ACTUALLY said that my attitude in class suck ! He said I talk alot and I didn't do well for my AO tamil !! Hello I got A1 for my AO tamil !! That is not good ?? Then what you want me to get ?? A-zero ?? the highest ?? or A1 +++ ?? ( if there's such a grade ?? ) Freaking shit !! I think he forgot that I take Higher Tamil ( for goodness sake .. I got 2nd in class with just losing the 1st spot by 1 mark !!! ) . How in the hell can he then say that I under-performed for my tamil ? I am not trying to act as though I'm superb good in tamil ( which i am seriously not ) ... It's just that .. I have a flair for languages !! I think I would've prospered if i'd taken some other language instead of tamil !! When your own tamil teacher ridicule you !! Phew !! And I got another blow of disappointment .. I was all ready to go for the hockey training when Ms Watee was like " i don't wanna see u here until your knee is 100% fit !! " Man .. I was really dejected ... I didn't ask her to make me run or etc .. it's just that I wanted to play around ... even that is prohibited in my life !! Man .. where am I heading too .. ? Haiz .. sad sia ! Hehe .. I really wish that some miracle should happen and make my knee fit again .. like before ... so that I can start to ' fly ' around like a bird ----> Like how I always had used too By the way .. today during lunch break , I was talking to some1 ( i really can't remember who ) , I was leaning against the front door of my class . I saw HIM coming . Infact he walked past me look right into my eyes and smiling ! Man I really feel like giving him a slap on his stupid face ! Haha ! And today another guy came up to me ( an indian guy from school .. I don't want to mention his name ) and asked me if I am attached !! Man .. do you know what I told him ?? haha " Yes ... I am attached to sports . I cannot stand the idea of me , going for something or someone else leaving behind something that is more worthwhile " Haha .. he looked stunned ! I was like .. " sorry to hurt your feelings but .. I am not in ( serious ) love with anyone yet ... and i don't want to go with someone else whom i don't love at all " heheI hope you understand .. I'm sorry to have hurt your feelings .. I don't mean too ... but circumstances .. I'm sorry ! Hmm ... Then i escaped from Al azhar shop .. cos I didn't have money to pay for the food haha !! Then i realised that I had 50 bucks in my wallet !! Then I went back to the shop and paid him and took back my food .. the guy in the shop probably thought that I was NUTZ !! Haha ... so going to shop now .. See you guys !!PS : I'm hungry again ... !! Haha !
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