Sunday, July 31, 2005
Thinking about my PAST , PRESENT and FUTURE
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Yo peeps . I seriously beginning to Lurrrrrrrrve my blog more than anything . Well It's more personalised now .. Hehe .. man .. I love my blog to the core la !Hmm feeling good after yesterday . Spent my time changing my blogskin .. I'm feeling very satisfied now ... after so much of hardwork and frustrating moments that I went through during the process of changing my whole template , I'm feeling sooo good ... tasting the fruits of my labour .. YummY !Kumari called me yesterday to tell me about the competition results .. Man .. Actually I'm very disappointed la . We got 4th for the singing competition and certificate of participation for the Kolam competition ! . It's not that " be happy at least that we got something " ... but why can't be win ..? As in .. They always say " aim for the sky .. so at least if u fall , u'll fall onto the clouds" . I really want MI to win .. because we are kind of disregarded in competitions .. As u see , most of the judges LOVE to give the top prizes to the top JC's ... but not us .. It's not fair u know !I heard from Kumari that all the JCs and a few teachers actually commented on our KOLAM .. saying that it's really nice and that we should win . The judges just deducted 10 marks because they thought that we didn't finish our KOLAM . Man .. how can they assume ? They should give competitors the chance to explain their KOLAM .. Cos every1 have different views on a particular object or stuff right ? But i told her that I'll strive to make sure that we - MI will win many awards next year . I am going to ensure that we can win awards - that is the most important reason as to why i joined ICS . From dramas to webpage and every other competitions , we'll get 1st !Ok .. Now coming to some serious matter ... , Dear Murali ... you stay cool ok ? I know that u ... being such a smart-ass will do well and go to ur desired University . But remember to work hard ok ? Leave those stuff behind your head . I know that you can do it ! I have great trust on you . Alrite pal ? Hehe now smile and tag me Ok ! .. * this is the basic usefulness of blog *
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
My dearest OG mates . I love them to the core man !! At least they were their TRUE-SELF and not like some posers !
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Hi people . I hope you guys like the change in my blog now . It's utterly a new skin . Hehe .. Bridget was the one who gave me the inspiration to change my blog . I hope it's nice :)Ok now I shall start to blog . Yesterday we had parents night meeting in our school . My mom came with me . I had to see the DM and the Principle -- all due to the fact that I have disciplinary problems like ---> Latecoming , wearing coloured contact lens and wearing coloured bands . I was cool till the whole conversation my teacher had with my mom .. until the DM and Principle joined us . The whole atmosphere changed when my teacher started to tell the STUFFS .. I was losing my patience .. I was gritting my teeth .. I couldn't control my anger man .. I wanted to lash out at all of them . Why the hell LIE like that ?My god .. I cannot believe it . I was particularly MAD at one of the accusation pointed out at me .. All thanx to one person in my class ... who LOVES me to the core .. to complain about me and even went to the extreme of manipulating the person's gang to turn against me to tell my teacher something . Well I shall assure YOU , that my patience in me is eating me up as the time for your death comes close . Even so , my teacher took that PERSON'S point of view .. That was utterly disappointing for me . It was totally a biased view from my teacher . I shall not blame her for anything .. and what I want to say is ... " I'm disappointed " Luckily I met Vicknesh and his mom while going home . His mom and my mom sat together and started talking about their own stuff , while he and I started to talk about the BACK STUFF's that's going on and that is superb evident in school compounds . YES ! Infact he agrees with me that the school's DM and Teachers are over exaggerating many stuffs ... I give up man . I am not going to justify my actions , even if I am forced to .. because ... You chose to believe some fucker's perspective and lash out at me .. then why should I waste my energy in trying to stand up for myself ? I mean .. I am not manipulative and I swear that I dunno how to act NICE infront of my teachers ... In fact I hate to ACT like a different person infront of my teachers .. what you see , is what you get .. That is VITZ . Btw .. I would like to say something else now .. I respect MR TAN CHWEE BOK . Yes .. Thanx alot Mr Tan .. You were really nice to give me the +ve comments .. At least you stood to your roots of KNOWING A PERSON well . Thanx alot :) .. It really made my day .. when all i saw was -ve comments and disgusting lies hurled at me .. My life is somewhat like a piece of junk to some . However .. I can never stand the embarassment I gave to my mom yesterday . I promise never to do it again MOM . I love you mom ... even why my teachers chose to believe some1 else , you still had the trust in me . I am really proud of u .. my mama . I love you . PS : Iggy thanx for those sweet and supportive messages .
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
the social misfits of 5N2
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4 days since i last blogged . Man ..! I'm feeling extremely exhausted with school stuff and ' other ' stuff .. I am not very happy today man . I really miss PE . I cannot believe that I cannot do 30 incline pull ups anymore ! That is my own personal record ( back in secondary school ) .. I did 16 at the first try and 23 at the 2nd try .. I'm feeling a little vulnerable all owing the the fact that I'm injured . Damn .. I seriously hate it . You know that I cannot get along with life without a bit of sports in my life !! Man ! * Any donkey would know that *Hmm after recess today , Adib , Bridget , Amirul , Fareez , Alton and I proceeded the the gym to work out . I built a couple of upper arm , hmm ( mainly upper body - you should know why ) muscles .. Having terrible pain now .. Cannot use my limb as efficiently .. haha .. No pain No gain ! Later on , I tried the cycle .. That was to enhance the performance of my damned knee . Hmm .. I am beginning to feel that there's something greatly missing in my life at the moment .. which is so precious to every soul in the world . Without it , there's no life for all natural human being . Hmm so precisely .. I'm not sleeping well for many days now !! Man .. I'm feeling utterly lethargic these days ! And i can't seem to live without ICE PEACH TEA ( cos I need that caffine to make me alive ) . Yeah . I'm going to hit the sack early ( right after i'm done with blogging ) I am missing my friends BADLY ! . I miss my 5N2 . Man we rock la eh ? Eating in the classroom , who was the leader ? haha .. FAye-O !! Then .. vitz dominated the back row of the left side of the classroom *( having to own the backdoor - to great stuff hidden beyond it ) * .. followed by shi lei and clara .. haha !! Man I'm missing you'll . I miss .. Fandi ( ure quirky behaviour ) ... Khai , IKHA ( I miss u badly .. love ya pal ) , Faye-O , ShacHin , Test , NAresH , Yan , Brand C , AFIQ ( i miss those library moments ) .. , HE shUn + Afiqah + ElyNe and all my Sec 2 besties ( I MISS our screaming heads ... our crazy behaviour .. which only we understand ... the things we do without giving a fuck to the society ) .. <>
I am also missing U curry !! Yes My dearest and most lovable CURRY ! I love you man ! You will always be in my heart .. I have got your possession of thoughts .. deeply embedded into my heart . The moments we were CLOSE , the moments .. u made me feel special .. the moments u made me go crazy over u ... the moments when I just wanted to kiss u !! Man .. I love u .. I know that you are doing well in ur JC .. I wish I can see u soon ... Man I'm getting jealous with the fact that MANY GAL r starting to praise u .. No way !! Ur my MAN .. My honey ! haha .. CURRY .. wat a nice name .. haha .. I seriously wonder why ur parents named u monkey !! Haha .. My CURRY/MONKEY baby boy . I'm seriously yearning inside to see ur face .. I shld've opened up a little more during the BBQ last time ... This time i see u , I'm going to ensure u of my STAND ! Alritey ... Memories ... this being etched into my skin ,.. I see of no use .. memories just meant to be memories eh ?
I'm missing all those special moments i had with certain people in SWISS COTTAGE . When I scolded my juniors , when I faught with my best fren and asking her to go and die .. , to playing truth or dare ( and doing silly things like dancing with boxers at the basketball court ) , to freaking each other with ghostly tales , to breeding live cockroaches in our class , painting the chameleon's tail to pink ... painting silas's face , playing with water in the toilet , smoking secretly at the toilet , smuggling vodka to the nearest HDB block ... camping at the car park , dirtying the school toilet , vandalising the school walls , screaming at strangers and giving prank calls ... haha and alot more .. I'll never 4get our breakdance done at the old folk's home ... haha .. I MISS u 5N2 ... arrange for a gathering laa ... wat sia !! FAYE ... do sth abt tt ... I miss u'll !
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
I am freaking disappointed with a couple of things that's been happening lately . Well it's kinda heart-wrenching too .
Firstly , I cannot believe my eyes !! I under-performed for my GP MYE .! Damn .. that's bloody disappointing la . I got A1 for my English O levels and I am not suppose to get freaking low marks for GP .. Man ! That's gives me a SIGNAL .. I am on the wrong path at the moment . I have to work hard from now on ..
Man .. I am very disappointed with the Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince . The story was good .. but i think JK Rowling did some horrible conclusion to the plot . How can Dumbledore die ? Man .. And she made him look soo freaking cheap ! He is not meant to appeal to his audience as someone who is so weak and unintelligent . Dumbledore can forsee the future . I am not convinced as to why he failed to prognosticate that the horcrux was in fact fake !! Man .. I hate it ...
The other factor I hate in this story is .. the romance of Ginny Weasley and Harry Potter . Both of them meant to be together .. Man .. just because Harry felt so depressed over Dumbledore's death that , he cannot break away from Ginny ... that's not fair !! I hate it !!
Man .. I am looking forward to Book 7 .. to see Lord Voldemort's downfall ( Act he's my fave character ) .. I want to see how his over confidence in the 7 horcruxes backfire . Man You guys must've noticed that I hold an unorthodox love for Lord Voldemort .. well he is the MAN !
Looks , brains and Character .. Haha .. I ain't trying to be sarcastic .. If you note , only the BRILLIANT ones can be EVIL . Only they can come up with the best tatics and the best solution to problems .. Only they can stretch beyond the limits . .. Enough said ..
Anyway , I'll be very busy from today onwards .. due to some stuff ..
I've got a webpage design competition coming up and I'm representing MI .. hehe . OK see u guys ... till then
LORD VOLDEMORT ROCKS !!
greatness inspires envy , envy engenders spite , spite spawns lies
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
Don't ask me why I have such a heading ..
Today's racial harmony day was cool . I was the emcee ... managed to sabo many ppl infact ...
well sabo-ed Tutz .. and she was like " bitch .. ur lame .. i'll get back at u " .. hehe ... AMA came on stage to dance too .. she looked adorable ; man !!
Man .. I'm missing PE like hell !! it's been 21- 1 = 20 days since i last excercised !! Hehe .. feeling much horrible than ever la .. Gained 2 kg .. :( feeling absolutely sad .. Yeah ... As i was NOT doing PE , I making myself .. preoccupied with the gym stuff ... hehehe :x .. got scolded my Ms watee too /.. that's when Nigel told me that ... Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince 's story .. man .. I'm shocked la !! Why why !! Oh god !!
Ok . I am feeling freaking tired la .. and I've realised that .. that .. ********************* ************* & ************************ ****************** **************************** ************ **** ******** ***** ****** ** ******** ******** ***** **** ** * ******* ******* ******* ********* ******** **** . hehehe ,,, :p
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
No matter what ... The insights of the craze and the pure is never defined . Or rather .. some .. will might hit it up ..
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Feeling very cold .. lemmie emphasis it .. ( double meaning eh ?? ) ..
Going to that chinese therapy again .. ( today might be the DAY that i kinda dread .. ) Well he's going to join back my joints !! :( ... well it's going to be crazy !! .. * imagine the pain ... ohhhh dear ! ) ..
I'll be absent for school on mon .. hehe .. well I have got my medical appointment yea ! damn :X
Fuck it la .. I hate it ..
Honestly for this cold day , I wanna some hot drink .. preferably HOT CHOCOLATE from starbucks ... =) .
Today i saw an accident . The woman was beheaded .. Her children were crying by herside .. It seemed that a car knocked down her and somehow her head got entangled with the tyre and it dragged her head down the road ( speeding too ) ... Eww .. so her head was laterally chopped off by the tyres ..
I was snoozing when suddenly I felt my scar burning . Then I realised some1 was in trouble . I got a vision of some children crying " my momma " .. Instantly I looked into the magic mirror and saw the whole incident . I got attired and flew around SG to find that culprit . I did .. and I beheaded him .. right before his children .. haha
Well's that a dream of mine laa !! hehe /// Sorry if that grossed you out ... :) ..
Well most of my frens are like yearning for true love .. as in .. They really want to be with the guy/gal they love .. Well come to think about it .. why am I not attached ? haha .. I also dunno .. well u see ... why love some1 whom u can't haf ? As in .. it's a waste of ur emotions .. rite ? Loved a guy b4 .. But he wasn't that sorta who'll love relationships but rather treat soccer as his first love and so forth .. He's now studying in a JC . I do miss him .. Miss him alot actually .. But it's ok .. I saw a cute guy in school .. He's a malay guy . He was much more " closer " to me last month .. but after making him a bit angry ( cos of sth ) .. hmm he juz smiles at me but nth like b4 now .. :( .. We used to sit very close to each other .. tok nonsense .. hehe .. aiyah .. it's ok . All the best for ur A levels yea ? Hope u do well .. saw ure masterpiece that time .. haha .. u better finish it up la !
PS: Dun freak out ppl .. I haven't brush my teeth yet !! hehehe .. well bye bye ,, Wanna brush and eat sia .. sooo hungry !
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Welcome to my life .. ,
Life today was great .. cldn't be any better ... Self-doubts & clarifications were made , Justice was done ... But was it all worth it ? Hmm a good question to ponder upon ...
Met up with Haini today to go and meet Mr Hamzah .. Man .. I really had fun .. seeing him after 10 months !! Wow ... I last saw him on sept ... He was my maths tutor .. ( best one ) .. I told him the truth ... well wat he always says and wat he said are true .... basically EVERYTHING !!
He was telling me about TT Durai ... stuff & etc ... Yeah .. Things are getting true now eh
I told him EVERYTHING ... and received good advice ... maybe it's time ... it's time ... it's time to ...
WELCOME U TO MY LIFE
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
My Fave crapper HAINI and ME .. I love her man !! My bestest buddy ... My 1 and only MENAH ! :P
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Well the start to my mid year examination was really bad . I was looking forward to the
Literature paper . You know guys .. I really love literature .. Yeah .. But the biggest upset of the whole matter was , Paper 8 was really a killer .. I think i misinterpreted again !! Damn .. I really wonder howcome I didn't get ' that ' .. shit ! I did well for Literature P1 and P2 .. Damn i forgot to add the " antithesis " theme for Lit p2 .. I forgot abt it la !!
Geo paper sucked . It was easy .. Honestly i didn't study for it .. yeah .. so I'm basically expecting to flung it :( . Fuck la .. I let down my teacher . Well she really motivated or rather forced me to study .. I feel soo bad u know !! She msged me and said " vithiya must study" hard ( everytime ) .. and all I do is to flung the paper ?? DamN !! I really assure u Ms cheah , I'll do well .. I'm so sorry for this time ..
I pity my classmates man .. Cos they econs was really bad .. haha ... Iggy and I dun take econs hehehe !! Yeah .. Well gotta study for my A MT man ..
Yeah .. went to clementi to play pool with Adib , Amirul , Bridget and Fareez .. . I kinda pity Amirul for ( sth tt i dun wish to say out here ) .. I hope he will find it soon la ... May Allah bless u :) .
I was complaining to Tanuj about my exams .. and he was like " it's ok ... at least u got a year to do well again .. my A levels are ard the corner ... haha ... Aiyah .. he dun haf to worry la .. cos he's from RJC ... They're those mugging-at-the-last-minute peepz wat ! haha
Btw .. I am soo sick of the politics again .. Tutz had to scare those people as her dare and I was laughing at Tutz reaction and they mistook it .. Ha .. Who cares ? But if she talks abt me , she'll get it
MAKE ONE FALSE MOVE & I'LL TAKE YOU DOWN .. ( i am really waiting for that moment .. I wanna show u , how an indian will beat !! ) .
Meeting my fave crapper Haini this fri to visit my god .. mere bhagavan !! Mr Hamzah ! I love you teacher .. you are the best teacher in the world . I really respect you to the core . I really do !! No1 has taken ur place in my heart . I really respect you . Haini did some kinda photo imaging thingy and I am darn touched by it la !! seriously .. my bestest fren ... we studied for 12 years together .. now I'm missing her .. she's my menah .. she's my crapper .. No other MENAH like her la .. :) Love u sayang !! Haha ... (K) .
Meet Aqil in the bus .. I wanna ask him to teach me how to do air hook .. it's very efficient to score via it !! Honestly
Again " ******** Adam " ( hint hint : posh spice ) .. haha ... Dun u dare instigate me ok ! Plz ok ! I am really warning u .. stop showing me ur bitchy stares .. I will not hesitate to dig out ure eyes from their sockets ! Ok ? Don't think I am crippled now .. I can still punch the shit outta ure body ! .. alrite ?
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
I am going to be absolutely frank today . Well I read my classmate's blog .. Got really annoyed . I just want to let people know of something which's been going about at the back of my head .
Firstly .. I hate it whenever people doubts someone's ability to do something . Well I was a victim myself once . When 1 classmate of mine told me off in the face " I think we deserve a change of class rep " Well I know you people might be shocked to know that someone actually DARES to say that infront of my own face ! Well to those who know me well enough would've gaged by now that I would've skinned the person alive .. Yeah .. At that time , I had to keep my cool as I didn't wanted to cause trouble in a new school .. as for now , My A levels is much important than a freaking little bitch ! Come to think about it now , I feel she hasn't changed .. Yes .. She Hasn't changed !
How in the fuck you dare to insult my friend's ability ? She is the econ's rep and she would be one . You have no say in that field .. when yours is in a particularly different field or rather AREA . You have no rights .. and i mean no right to doubt her ability . She will do what she feels like and think of doing .. She have her means of self-respect , unlike you .. leaving them on the line against your unkind intentions . If you are in a bad mood or if you suffer from some kind of oh-I'm-having-mood-swing- ailment , keep it to yourself . Don't show it to other people . Snapping at others isn't a good habit to cultivate .
I really hope you read my blog . Yes . I want to tell this to you . I care for bridget . Yes we might be outnumbered against your clique . But hey ! We were formed with the fundamental need in a friendship to flourish .. don't strain your brain .. It's trust . We're honest with our feelings to each other .. Yes .. we will WIN you'll .. if you think doing well in geography constitutes the lying meaning of your war .. haha think again .. Just think again .. everyone has his/her own flaws .. weakness and strength .. they differ .. We have to have the courage to face them and develop a mentality to strive hard to beat them . Hah ... Come to think again ... very hard eh ??
You have the bloody cheek to be soo ******************** to say that you are the only one in class who studies ?? Oh my god .. I think this war between us is going to be one against the GOOD and BAD .. Yes .. You are trying to break up a class with your evil intentions . I hate you gurl . The class was close .. we had the class bond .. and because of some dignity matter , and some * don't pour fuel on a fire * actions , the class bond is just shattered into more than smithereens ! I heard you saying aloud to your buddy " How to study with people like this " .. Hey for goodness sake .. each and every character ( type ) is important in a class . How can you expect the oh-my-type-mr/mrs-perfect character in a classroom . EVen Njc and RJc have people of totally a different nature and view . Change your mindset . For some , school is a place for bond , a place to have fun while study .. please don't ruin our peace !
Why are you doing all this ? I love to love my enemy too .. But I cannot even call you my enemy .. for what I hate in this world are .. Backstabbers and people who try to break up relationships . Yeah ? WHy ? Why ? Please la .. " honey " try to change your mindset . Not everyone can take that . I'll assure you that in one day , that clique of yours is going to backstab you very badly until you'll find it hard to wake up !
Can i ask you one question ? Since you insist on being the goody to shoes type , Why are you in MI ? Why not in RJC or NJC ? Why ? You didn't do well for your O levels ??
The reason here , you must've not mastered something which have caused your fall in O levels . You have the potential .. but please learn how to be humble . It's not nice to boast ! May god bless that brain of yours to absorb what I've said !
PS : Make one false move and I'll take you down !
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10:46 pm
Friday, July 08, 2005
Politics have its say in every aspects of singaporean life .. Yeah .. I am stressing the word
" Singaporean " here . I am so sick and tired of it .. seriously !!
Political " branding " or rather " standardisation " been going on in a place which I call my 2nd home .. I know that Smarties would be reading my blog to get that simple hint that I'm giving out ...
STOP BRANDING PPL LA !!! WE KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WE'RE DOING ! MIND UR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS LAA !! WE KNOW HOW TO DO AND WHAT TO DO !
STOP STICKING YA BIG FUCKING NOSE INTO MY MY MY MY BUSINESS !!
MIND U !
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9:27 pm
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Hoooooooo lalalalalalala !!
Hey peeps .. share the glory .. woooooHHooo WhooooSHHH glory with me :)
Millennia Institute A Division = Gals = 1st runner up
Millennia Institute A Division = Guys = 2nd runner up
ole ole ole ole .. OLE OLE !!
Gals won 2 matches , drew 1 and lost 1 .. Won Northland sec and Meridian Jc .. drew with Rafflles Jc and Lost to Yishun JC .. Yishun JC r the champions !! Congrats to them :) * GOOD JOB *
Btw .. I saw my eye candy again ... man he's soo adorable ... Hmm but he's attached .. heck it yeah ? Alrite .. BUT i just realised that HE's AN expert in Floorball , hockey and Soccer !! Man .. he's amazing !! Phew ... wanna be like him ... Bloody brawns and brains ! Shitter !
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Monday, July 04, 2005
05A3 - Clockwise : Amirul , Adib , Bridget and Me :)
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
The lion's share - the major portion
Because the salesman was essential to the business , he demanded the lion's share of the profits .
Hello my dear blog .. I'm back . I know that everyone who reads my blog might be wondering why I have such a title . Well on Friday , during my training , I twisted my knee . Yes . I just scored my 2nd goal and I was on the verge of scoring my 3rd goal ( hatrick ) then someone banged into my knee . I was really scared cos I felt my knee snap . I couldn't move my leg . That accident happened right infront of the keeper - Poonam . She was damn shocked la ..
After that the seniors helped to carry me out of the court . I was crying from that extreme pain . It was like adrenaline . I felt that pain everywhere in my body . My whole mind was registering that pain to each and every part of my nerves . I was just like some worm .. wriggling .. I cannot believe that i cried . Well I've never cried from any sort of pain before . But this one , I just couldn't take .. I couldn't bear .. although i was forcing myself to JUST GRIN AND BEAR .
The seniors were great man . But when i was sitting on the bench ( while waiting for the ambulance ) Reena and Nan were talking about their knee injury . i was scared when they mentioned that they were out of floorball for a year . Then Nora also told me about her injury .. I really panicked man .! Later Reena broke that much dreaded news .. " Vitz , I want you to really rest well . So You cannot play for the tournament . I'll collect your jersey from you when you are free " When i heard this , my heart broke into smithereens . I really wanted to play for the tournament . I was looking foward to it . I really wanted to help the team . I really wanted to fight the RJC idiots and etc .. But in the end ... Haha .. Fate has it's say ! Nora saw me crying and she asked me " are crying because of the pain ONLY or something else too ? " I got her hint and I said .. " YES " . She gave me a warm hug .
I was brought into the ambulance . It was nerve-wrecking cos .. I've never travelled in an ambulance before . Yeah .. When i was taken to Tan Tock Seng hospital . I saw alot of patients .. from elderly to students and .. man ! I really hated that atmosphere .. Me among those sick and feeble ones .. The doctor told me that it was knee effusion ( nothing's wrong with my bone .. but rather , it's the ligaments & tissues ) . He told me that .. no one can get 100% fit after affecting their ligaments .. I hope i don't have to go for physio . :( . Man .. It took my friend a year to be 95% fit .. I'm feeling soo dejected than ever . I really wanna play for my sch MI .
Now .. My worse fears is begining to materialise . . I lost my freedom . I cannot do things easily now . But i'm trying my best on not to depend on people . But it's tough . I'm afraid of doing a few excerise .. like standing broad jump .. basketball ... or anything that has got to do with jumping .. I'm afraid of affecting my ligaments again .. Now i've forgotten how i used to walk b4 . So now .. I've decided to go down and support my team mates . I don't care man .. I'll go and give them my utmost support . Ok i'm feeling very very dejected .. , this injury have affected my moral .. I've lost that self - confidence .. I've lost everything .. that game that i was looking for .... was never meant for me .
I hope the gals will do well and become top 3 .. my dream :) Good luck pals
PS : Thank you Adib . I was really touched by your blog . I'm happy to have great friends like you . Thanx to everyone who was showing their concern to me . I love all of you all . God bless .
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