To wear one's heart on one's sleeve - to make one's feelings evident

People who wear their hearts on their sleeves frequently suffer emotional upsets .

I am feeling quite agitated . With the fact that I'm being picked for some lame reason !
Well I hate school rules . I am always against school rules . My teacher picks on me :(
She confiscated my sentimental BAND and my earrings . I'm feeling very dejected . Ah .. it's part and parcel of life .. It's my fault .. I just hate school rules .. why can't they set us free ? . As in .. as an A levels student , we know what's good and bad .. or what we should do and what is our priority .. then why such restrictions ?

Don't pressure me .. Your trying to constrict my level of freedom .. which i simply loathe . Leave me alone . My Discipline master caught me for coming late for school and he told me that he feels that I come to school for fun .. just to show off ! What FUCK ?

I was so upset when i saw my O levels result slip and came to MI in search of tertiary education which a JC denied me of .. I am very much keen to do well for my A levels . I want to get good results . I know what is my priority . I know WHY i came to MI . Then why the fuss over it ? He told me that he'll bar me from my CCAs if i come late again . What in the freaking hell , has cca got to do with me being late ? Oh god i hate it . They're trying to dampen my spirits my doing this . They know I value sports as much as I value a relationship . I would love to represent SINGAPORE for any games . Well I am reaching the ladder to wards success in the field of sports .. allow me to nurture my skills in my beloved sport / s . Gimme the opportunity to represent my country . Please . SHow me the light !

SIngaporeans suck in sports and have to DEPEND on foreign talents .. WHY ??
Isn't the answer super obvious ? They aren't given the opportunity to enhance their skills and to show their innermost talents . Yeah we have sports school .. but they're only opened to EXPRESS people . Why ? talents come with brains ? Talents come with paper qualification ?? Haha shit ! .. People in CHINA are asked to focus FULL TIME on sports !! Not like SG .. PART TIME . YOu are required to have a job cos sports doesn't gurantee you a secure place . Haha .. Thus our young and budding talents are snipped off in their roots . I pity them ! Seriously .. what's a talent of a use without it being recognised or rather polished ? DOn't tell me we cannot produce a DAVID BECKHAM , ZINEDINE ZIDANE and ROBERTO CARLOS ! Tell me ? Can'r we produce a MARION JONES ? WE can ! We CAN ! But we are not given the opportunity .

Ok , JILL QUEK - our own sports talent .. 7th player in the world !! THE BEST FLOORBALL player in singapore .. WHO KNOWS HER ( apart from her family and the floorballers ) .. I know that they have frequent articles about her but it's of NO USE ! She's not recognised for her talents or her hardwork . WHy use THIERRY HENRY for our own sports campaign ? WHy use other EUROPEAN FOOTBALLERS to show off a certain sports or jersey or sports campaign ?? Why .. ARE ALL THE SG PLAYERS DEAD ? OR ARE THEY TOO UGLY FOR URE PAPERS ! YOU DO SOO MUCH OF RESEARCH ON WHY BECKHAM"S JERSEY NUMBER IS 23 .. why can't u use the freaking SPACE to analysis our own talents ... to expose their talents to us .. to JUST PROMOTE THEM !! ??? WHY !!!

YOU GUYS R FREAKING CHEAP !! ONLY KNOW HOW TO BLAME SG WHEN THEY LOSE ! FUCKING LOSERS ! SG WE RAWK !!! SG SG SG SG SG SG SG SG !!!!

I was looking through my past .. a vivid image indeed . The undescribable feeling of guilt surged past me . The tongue-wagging that I got from my past lashed out at me . Totally unacceptable to the extent that I just felt like crippling on to my own weakness . However , then a bright light blinded my vision . I had to squint hard enough to see beyond the horizon . What i saw was
" DETERMINATION " . Thus now , It's been known or rather ' shown ' that I've got to stretch my limits .

Well I want to include a few or an idiom to my blog whenever I blogged on to . To enlighten everyone else and me :)

to whitewash - to conceal defects , to give a falsely virtuous appearance to something .

Although a committee was appointed to investigate the corruption , many citizens felt that their report would be a whitewash of the culprits .

woolgathering - absentmindedness or daydreaming

When the young genius should have been doing his homework , he was frequently engaged in woolgathering .

I hope that this is of much use to others as well as to me :) . I've got to work as hard to achieve what I should have - along time ago . I'll choose not to say it out now . But when the time comes , I will . At least , I thank god to have opened my BLIND eye to my surroundings . Now i realise the true vithiya . The one who had goals and AIMS . The one who wanted to create a name for herself and for her peers . Thank you GOD .

In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I knowtime is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you goI kept everything inside and even though
I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I triedso hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matterI had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hardIn spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though
I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matterI had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matterI've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matterI had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

The drama CasT and cRew whOm I mIss ! :p 

I am now undergoing some kinda pressure-attack . I really hate it when people doubt me . I put this question to whoever who doubts other's ability .

Who the FUCK gave you the right to doubt others ? . YOu think Ur more superior than the others ? Even Lord Almighty DON'T doubt anyone . He created us . He gives us opportunities . However fuckers born in this scared mother earth , nurture those disgusting mentality and refuse to trust someone's ability and blame them for EVERYTHING . Yeah man .. how disgusting . Yeah .. And I SEEK and to DESTROY your being . Even if your against me .. Yeah that's what you'll get for doubting me ! I bet u !

Haha Don't be alarmed by this peeps . Just venting out my frustrations . Well I went to hike on sunday 19/6/05 . Went with Adib , Amirul and Bridget . Had good time . Started to hike at 5.30 .. couldn't find the entrance to the visitor centre , climbed a steep slope and found the route to the visitor centre . Well we reached the visitor centre at about 7pm . Haha the ranger was like " it's closed now . You cannot continue " We didn't give a shit to that . Infact we escaped from the ranger and started on our journey . It was pitch dark . We only depended on Adib's torch ( tt too fading ) . I tried to use the light from my fone but to no avail .. wasn't of a use ! Got a lil scared of the freaking environment ( started to grap Amirul's arm man .. ) . Yeah .. I fall twice cos of my high cut shoe . Mr Zaini once said that you must try to wear High cut shoe when ure hiking as it gives the grip to your ankle . However my shoe was a lil loose .. hehe yeah !

After that I rushed for the Father's DaY BBQ . Had ncie time eating all those mouth-watering food . YUmmY ! Instantly I called Adib and BRidgeT .. So now we're planning to go cycling @ PulaU Ubin . Cool eh !

On mon 20/6/05 , After going to my granny's house , I met rag and senthil . We decided to embark on a journey to the CEMERTRY ( CCK ) . We thought of going at 7+ .. but end up waiting for Deep and Vick . Well B4 Vick and Deep arrived , Me , Rag and Senthil decided to explore the muslim cemertry . While walking , we got tt frangipani smell . I freaked out when i felt some1 tugging @ my tee ! But we were determined not to turn and just walk thru . Soon that smell and tugging disappeared . Phew ! After those 2 guys arrived , We were walking in 2-3 formation . I was inbetween Rag and Deep . We walked to the Chinese than the Muslim cemertry . Rag and I saw a skull in 1 of the tombstone @ 'e chinese cemertry . After that while walking to the muslim cemertry , Senthil saw a dog . Honestly none of us saw it . Only him and all of a sudden , his file dropped and broke into 2 pieces !!!! . Senthil even swore that he held on to the file as tight as possible - and yet he felt some1 pulling it away . Man .. Abt the dog thingy , now i'm wondering cos muslim's don't take dogs as their pets rite ? hmm ! FREAKY ! All the while , I was grapping Deep as hard as I could and he was holding onto my hand .. ( cos he knew tt i was shivering ) . While walking out , suddenly those 2 guys ( Vick and Senthil ) walking infront of us stopped . Man this time my heart my thumping loudly . We saw sth black ( somemore sleeping ) on the ground ( just 7 -8 steps beside us ! ) . We were very scared to walk pass . In the end we just prayed to god and walked as fast as possible .

After the much dreaded exploring , We decided to go home . It was ard 11 . I asked Senthil and Rag to accompany me home as I was too afraid . Rag accompanied me till my doorstep while senthil went with Vick . I couldn't sleep that nite man . Cos i felt very weird . I kept thinking that there was some1 sleeping beside me that nite . I kept tossing and turning in the bed till 6AM . I only slept at 6 AM ! But i'm glad to have found real true frens man . Cos those guys .. Deep & Rag kept smsing me to know tt i'm alrite . I like my frens man . Can't wait for the 1st prac of our OWN dance grp ! Yea ! We haven't named ourselves yet !

Floorball yesterday ( 21/6/05 ) was very cool . But the temper was rising . All of a sudden . The guys team ( esp , Taufik's team and Hafidz' s team ) were playing very violently . The result = SHamir had a twisted ankle and Kumar had a very hard knock into his ankle * it was tt hard to 'e extent tt Sulaiman's stick broke ! . I nearly lost my temper cos of 1 senior by the name of Hafizah . She really played rough man . She was like tryin to challenge me to see who'll head to the ball 1st and etc . Man it was really frustrating la . I had alot of injuries man . My line scored 2 goals . WHen Diyanna cldn't play any longer , Annas played with me . We teamed up . Annas assisted Surinder for 2 goals . WE score 2 goals man !! Then the other team started to " abuse " Annas cos they cldn't keep up to his pace . Annas was hurt by their verbal abuse . I was really fuming cos of their lack of sportsmanship . Hafizah was horrible and super arrogant . Yeah babe u wanna challenge me ? Think Twice . Yeah .. Here I come !

This fri we have a friendly match wit Republic Poly . Rp is good in floorball . My friend Sofian plays for them .. He is a very very very good player man ! Fast and skillful . Looking fwd to that . After floorball ..as usual , Annas , Raj , Diyanna , Taufik and I .. joined by Eliyasa , Leong and Bobby went to eat at SPC . We ate even most as usual LJS . We talked abt our team & match . While on the journey home , I realised that Bobby was using the G-force stick !! MY god that is my DREAM stick and it cost near to $300 ! MAn . That stick is very suited to do the air hook . Annas & Leong told me that doing the Air hook in matches is considered really cheapskate . Man god . I think that 'e Air hook is soo hard to do !! It is a very hard skill to master too ! We were really sharing alot of concepts of floorball .. man .. enjoyed it la ! Now i think Bobby is a gr8 guy . I used to think that he was arrogant . Hehe ! Sorry man ! hehe :p .
That Bobby monkey kept teasing me with Annas and Raj . He asked me to choose one of them !

Then Bobby and Leong alighted at Tiong Bahru . We ( Annas , Raj and Me - the Threesome ) were talking about personal stuff that happened that day @ floorball . Man all 3 of us hate the same person . We think that the particular person is soooooo arrogant .. And every1 in the team hate that person . Annas was soo super hurt by the verbal abuse my Hafizah . We tried to cheer him up . Good pals do that rite ? Yes .. I really wish we can all be in the same class too .. We really share lotsa stuff ... They might click very well with Adib and Bridget too . Yeah !

Then I heard from Deep that Gaya3 tried to commit suicide by eating 20 panadols in a go ! MAn !! I was really pissed cos .. she tried to commit suicide cos of family prob ! I dunno why ppl turn to such coward way to solve their prob! Well it's not even solving the prob but escapin from it ! SHIT ! Going to scold her tml .. at NUH !

Met rag b4 going home . He taught me a few floorball tricks . Cos i'm tryin to learn to do a few skills from my leg and stick . We spent time talking under my void deck .. and later I went home and slept ! too tired la ! SOmemore my whole body was soo painful from the injuries !

Hello .. great to be back . Well I was/am having fun these days man :)
( thursday )
Adib was performing at the SCHOOL OF ROCK . Man how cool can that be !! He was playing the guitar and worse ... his index finger was swollen ! Me and Bridget went to support him .. Went to Eat after that .
Well we caught tt new BATMAN BEGINS haha ... man enjoyed my company man !! Haha wonderful job BALE ... love ya :) .. Well decided to go hiking this sun !

(Friday )
.. My floorball team took my name off for my poor attendence ( owing to the fact that I had to attend LIT lessons ) . HAHA . After my action against YJC ( i score goal ) .. they decided to put my name back in . Man , Fri's game was seriously exhausting . I was running up and down like 1 mad dog .. all thanx to the influence by Annas . I paired up with Ruri . We had a good fwd partnership cos we both ran fast .. but now i am finding it hard to score goals .. I think my shots r too soft . :( .. So I am always tryin to assist the shot . However , Ravi and some other senior are encouraging me to score . I'll master my wrist shot ( tt's my best shot .. maybe it's time to learn drag shot !! ) Haha MR AMIR also spotted me and ASKed me to join his club .. MAn I am soo happy now ! I'll be joining club trainings after my mid year . We went to eat at PAYA LEBAR ( again ... this time .. RAJ didn't join us .. I felt bad man ... Annas , Raj and ME - we're the threesome ) .. Annas shared alot of interesting stuff with me .. In fact we had a heart to heart talk ... ENjoyEd .. LearNt alot today !

(SAT )
MAn I am seriously very tired today . Just performed at a ROADSHOW held in ORCHARD ( actually near somerset .. to be more precise ) . It was cool , although I felt a little enbarassed at first . I was just 2 days old for 'e dance . Other knew the steps earlier and had been practising for 2 weeks . I just joined that group cos they lacked a gal .. and renu and kumari bein my good frens , I decided to help them . I enjoyed my performance and new found frens :)

Met rag and sen @ the void deck ( of blk 128 - my house ) . Spent time talking ( crap ) . Hmm nw we decided to form a dance group ! YEAH! HAha ... We'll be participating in all dance shows :)

Tomorrow , I'll be going for a hIKE with Amirul , Bridget and Adib ... MAn ... we decided to meet at BB MRT station @ 3.30pm .. shall start hiking at 4+ !! HAha .. GonNA be FUn ! I love OUTDOOR man !!

Crazy Ppl whOm i Miss ... Miss my DraMa Crew And CasT ! 

Been long since I hiked or etc

Well miss my Swiss cottage Outdoor activity club ( which ceased operation in 2003 ) . Well I learnt alot from Mr Michael and Mr Zaini .

I miss my friends from secondary school . I was like soo happy go lucky in sec sch ... Haha but now ... I have to stay focused now .. all due to the fact that I am an A levels student .

I want to live a good life in future .. realise my dream ... ") .

Well I am starting to appreciate Literature more than anything . I can relate very well to it .

I am currently so into " measure for measure " Although " school for scandal " is the book meant for all typical singaporeans , Lady sneerwell , Mrs Candour , Snake , Sir benjamin backbite , crabtree and Joseph surface ... haha

A wonderful abstract from the book ...

Isab : My power ? Alas , I doubt

Lucio : Our doubts are traitors ,
and makes us lose the good we oft might win
By fearing to attempt .
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Scene 2

Lucio : If the Duke , with the other dukes , come not to compostion with the King of Hungary , why then all the dukes fall upon the king

1 Gent : Heaven grant us its peace , but not the King of Hungary's

2 Gent : Amen

Lucio : Thou conclud'st like the sanctimonious pirate that went to sea with the Ten Commandments , but scrap'd one out of the table

2 Gent : ' Thou shalt not steal ' ?

Lucio : Ay , that he raz'd

1 Gent : Why , 'twas a commandment to command the captain and all the rest from their functions : they put forth to steal . There's not a soldier of us all that , in the thanksgiving before meat , do relish the petition well that prays for peace
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My fave verses :)

Lets it straight feel the spur ; whether the tyranny be in his place

thy head stands so tickle on thy shoulders , that a milkmaid , if she be in love may sigh it off . Send after the Duke , and appeal to him .

There is a prone and speechless dialect such as move men :P

To give me secret harbour hath a purpose
more grave and wrinkled than the aim and ends
of burning youth

Liberty plucks Justice by the nose
The baby beats the nurse , and quite athwart
Goes all decorum

fave Crapper HaiNi and Me 

Man ... I watched in on SaT wit RaG .

I reallY enjoyed this movie ot the core . Actualli we were late la ... we reached LoT1 @ 4.20 for a 4.15 show . CooL rite ?? All THaNX to Rag for meeting me at 4.10 ! .. We had to rush there by CaB man ..

ANyway ... U guyS know rite tt I don'T think BraD piTT is Drop-deaD gorGeoUs ? Yes .. I don;t really like him .. I only liked him when he acted in " Meet Joe Black " He was superb Hot in it ... YeaH ... I seriously loveeeeee JOSH HARTNETT to the core ... I starting hating brad pitt ever since watching tt " TRoY " ... Hehe ... 6 pack .. cute ass ?? Wat crap !! SillY ass ...

But I have to admit tt the cast chosen were simply superb .. AngelInA JoLie .. My god !! She was awesome !! SeXiest WomAn ALiVE !!!!!! My god !! SHe's soooooo beautifUL !! Brad Pitt and She really make a good couple ... Brad Pitt acted well man ...

I am soo obsessed with the movie .. Well the best movie .. * action-movie * .. I kinda watched ... The plot was superb ..as in which spouse wldn't know if ure own husband or wife is an assasin ?
Haha .. cannot imagine rite .. Yes ... I love this kind of plot .. Superb ... Wonderful .. The story line , dialogues and screenplay was good ... I salute the director ..

Honestly it's really cool being an assasin ... Wow .. Guns ... PRIVACY !! Sophiscated weapons .. to computers ... Alot of cool stuff .. and best of all MONEY !!! WOW !

I am loving Angelina Jolie .. great body ... and superb stylish !! OMG !! I love this movie ..

Today we as in my whole class ( not all of them though ) , we went to a home in bedok for our CIP . We did not really liked the idea of going to a home on a sunday afternoon . But we did enjoyed ourselves later .

Amirul and Adib played the guitar to 2 songs - My Love by WesTLifE and a chinese song . I had fun singing those songs ... Tried my level best to sing that chinese song as well . After that my class mates went home while Adib , Bridget , Amirul , Fareez , Alton and I decided to go to EAST COAST PARK . Initially we decided to do ' something ' quite worthwhile .. but somehow , we got distracted .. hehe :p ...

We went to the beach .. stood at the tide breaker ... and for the 1st time , I saw something that NEVER .. i repeat NEVER occured in SG waters b4 ... The waves were like freaking high ... owing to 2 factors ... - 1) Strong Wind 2) Rain . We got drenched while standing there ..admiring the beauty of the sea ...

After than ... Adib suggested to swim la .. Haha ... Amirul and Adib took off their shirts .. but the can also take out their pants la .. cos they were wearing Boxers ... but those kind souls ... decided not to cos me anD Bridget were NOT wearing any boxers nor any swim wear ... SO we swam with our jeans and sch tee !! Hahaha ... It was freaking NICE ... or rather SHOIK to swim in that kind of water ... Saw ppl in yachts and ppl kayaking !!!! I was soo freaking jealous man !!!

Then we started playing RUGBY with coconut !! Hahha ... Alton and Fareez were standing on the shore playing with us ... We had great fun ... After that , We went to eat .. Had good food
*yummy* ... Adib's and Fareez's appetite grew too much ... haha ... After watching Adib eating and drinking the coconut drink , I got tempted ... Bought one and started drinking & eating ... Soon , My stomach bloated . Me and AMiruL cldn't even walk !!! We were like ... " arggggggHHH I cannot walk la !!!!!!!! " Soon we RAN to catch a bus .. tt i seriously dread taking !!!!!!!!

That freaking bus journey took us ages to reach YISHUN !! It took such a long long route tt I ended up seeing those places tt I've never seen b4 ... Amirul , Alton and Fareez were with me ... Soon they saw me shivering like hell la ... Well ReM I was Drenched .. Yes Amirul swam too but rem ... he took off his shirt ? Yeah .. So I was basically wet from head to toe and in an Air-conditioned bus , I was shivering laaa ... I was seriously half-dead ! Soon my bladder wanted to burst too man !! Haha ... In the end ... good soul Fareez showed me the toilet ... I felt soo relieved peeing u know !!!!!! Hahaha enjoyed tt moment !! Rem ppl I love to fill my bladder with u know what till it feels like bursting , then i'll go to pee ... MAn tt After eFFeCts is Simply AWESOME !! U'll feel sooo superb damn relieved ... It's the most simplest way in which u can relieved ure stress !! Hehehe ... :) ...

After that AMiRuL and I took a cab ... So now here I am bloggin !! Soon Adib , Bridget , AMirul and I wld go to OCC ( orchid country club to play bowling ... courtesy of AMIRUL ! ) and with Alton and Fareez ... haha ... go hiking ... As in the 6 of us wld be going HIkIng soon ... :) I can't wait to HIkE !

HellO !!!!
Hmm I am not feeling as good ... Well just realised tt my dreams were shattered because of 1 person .. i shall hate that person ! hehe

Anyway I had great time with Annas , Raj and Diyana :) LOve thEm Alot :) WeNt to makan combo 1 @ PaYa LebAr ... FUn la ...

sorrie Guys .. I am soo tired ... :( ... cannot blog also

I really want to be a polynesian .. ( esp from New Zealand ) .

I adore New Zealand . DOn't think I hate my own country . Well I don't adore the people's character here .

Well I've kind of met people from all walks of life . Yes . EVeryKind .. or maybe ..there's still more out to be explored ?

I love it when people are being OPEN-MINDED ( the meaning here have to be defined . As in my country , OPEN-MINDED means , talking abt sex and being willing to have it done sooner - a fling ) . I like it when people give out their utmost sincere thoughts or rather their view . I am open to it ... But hey .. It's hard to find ppl in SG who believe in that .!! TRUST ME !

There are just soo many hypocritical people out there in the world . People who make friends with people to excel in something ? For an example , This guy from my ex-sch KN made use of my close friend so that he can learn how to excel in mathematics !! What a cheap identity to a relationship !?? . I've seen people gossiping well behind their backs but putting up a FAKE smile infront of them ? Why is such things happening in the world ?/

People who talk abt people = shallow
People who talk abt news = Medium
People who talk abt idea and beliefs = GENIUS

Why waste your time talking abt people behind their backs ? If you like have the freaking guts , you should try and discuss that infront of them ? If you are not willing to discuss it infront of them , don't bother wasting your time .. for you might never know what people might gossip behind your back . Haha . SOunds more like LAdy SNeerWeLL Or .. Mrs CanDouR or JoSepH SurFacE Eh ? Well School for scandal is a wonderful story and the 3 characters represent Singaporeans ( not all of them ... just those cowards ) .

NZ don't even bother talking behind your back . All they do is , TO COME AND TALK INFRONT OF YOU ... RIGHT TO YOUR EYES ! That's what I LOVE and BELIEVE in :)

WEll I am going to adopt my Polynesian lifestyle . I am going to screw those who gossip behind my back ... be it those who i know or those i dunno ... Well life is all about GIVE U when U GIVE PPL :) .

I am sending this msg out to all those hypocritical ppl who might be reading this ... " Making enemies when you r famous or smart is common " , " Rivalry in schools in common " ... but GOSSIPING abt ppl is not acceptable ... It's a sheer waste of TIME & ENERGY ! I hope tt " LAdy sneerwell " is reading this . ( My frens wld know whom i'm refering too ... hehe :p )

Well people dont freak out when you see my sub-heading . Red eyes = due to chlorine ( swimming )

I went to Wild Wild Wet ( W3 ) with my family . Had fun .. did all the stupid things down there .. well u know W3 .. they allow you to swim in whatever attire or swim wear you like . As in .. guys can wear beach shorts .. while galz can flaunt their breast and arse in their skimpy ( 2 piece ) or bikini . Hehehe ... Well I was wearing sports bra and beach shorts .. haha ... It wasn't as obscene as it might sound now alright ? Well many people were wearing like that too :) . Guess what .. I saw Derrick ( my OG mate and ex-05A3 classmate ) . He works there ! How cool rite ?

AFter that , I went to Toa Payoh stadium to run 10km ! Unbelievable right ? As in with idiot accept for me would run 10km after a swim ? Hehe .. well it was shiok la .. Had a good work out today .. I want to develop my abdomen muscle . I used to fancy the idea of having 4 pack but after seeing one freak with that , I gave up on that idea . I just want to have a dishwash abs .. How lovely ?

Man .. I watched the POLYNESIAN SAPPHIRES today . They were from Tibet . Their dance was simply mind-blowing . I love that guy ( braided hair ) He really has the BEST ARSE That I've ever seen in my life ! Woo ... Lovely ! I am intending to get a tatoo somemore near or around my leg or behind my ass ... It looks cool man .. I gotta admit it here .

Exercise Regime ... I am going to start planning my exercise table as soon as possible . I think I have to tone my body ... My abs need to be concentrated on , my arms ( a lil ) ... Hmmm I have to develop my calf muscle and tone up my tigh muscle . I have to cut down on high-cholestrol food .. should Go back to my old dieting method

I am so in love with tt polynesians ... U guys know rite .. that I've always wanted to be called and known as a polynesian ? Because .. I like their lifestyle .. just more than anything than this Sg lifestyle !

FUCK MAN !!!!!!!!!! SHITTY FUCK !!! I AM TERRIBLY ANGRY WITH THE MOTHERFUCKING TEAM OF MINE !

FUCK SIAL .. leave out my name cos of my attendence ?? What fuck is tt sial !!!

MAn !! I finally managed to watch it !!! With who ?? .. haha with my 2 of my fave pals .. ( adib and bridget ) . Enjoyed the movie the movie to the core la !

Man today my lesson ended @ 1130 .. the 3 of us went to mac ... had a heart to heart talk ... abt the hypocritical stuff that's going on in " school for scandal " ... and etc ... ( man we had alot to share ...and to reflect upon too !! )

Met Kim and Nadia there ... they came to pass Bridget's uniform .. hehe .. Well we also started crapping about all the stuff ... That's when adib and I tot of watching STAR WARS anytime sooner ... then we had the brightest idea to watch it TODAY itself ... after their econs ( thank god i dun take it ) ... Hehehe

We reached school at abt 145 .. I went to watch REnU's dance ( also to kill time .. ) . WOW RENU CAN REALLY DANCE ! She was the best dancer there ( not forgetting kumari ) ... Then as u guys wld've known ... I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF WHEN THE MUSIC IS ON !!!! ... So i started dancing ard .. and even contribute my dance ( idea ) to em .. hehe ...

Gowri and I then left to clementi to meet my crapper HAINI @ the mac ... had great time ... after HAINI left , gowri and I had heart to heart talk too ... Soon she met up her fren ... and I saw my sec sch fav senior .. hehe MAN .. she's in NUS .. doing a honours degree in MATHS !!!!!! OUT OF ALL THE SUBJECT , IT's MATHS !!!!!! Hhaha ... God bless her :)

Then i travelled to BUgiS to meet Adib and Bridget .. Man we really enjoyed the movie .. the only 2 FLAWS were

1) The seats at the front looked alot taller than the typical cinema seats I've ever seen ...

2) .. My bladder nearly burst ! Serious .. b4 the start of the movie , I kinda had to visit the loo but i kinda controlled it .. man the movie lasted 2.5 hrs .. hehe .. so bascially .. u know how i wld've felt rite !! I love it when ure bladder is sooo damn full and u pee ... ahhh .. wooo the feeling is great ... like easing ureself from the tension !

STAR WARS was cool !!!!!!! I love it man ... seriously i watched the movie for HAYDEN AH !! I wanted to see him transform to DARTH VADER .... I love tt mask !! I was telling adib to buy tt kinda helmet when he buys his motorbike ... U know he's taking his License .. i think i shld go and sign up for the HIGH WAY CODE .. i dad asked me too .. but i dun think i'll have the guts to ride a car .. scary .. tot of buying a scooter ... THEN I WILL NOT BE LATE FOR SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!! HEHEHE HEAVEN MAN !! I WILL LEAVE HOUSE @ 7.25 hehe .. then speed at 100 KM/H .. arrive at sch @ 7.35 ... juz nice for assembly .. can act with my scootie .. haha cos I dun think any gUrL has a license in my sch .. only saw guys driving !

Feeling great today stuby . Well i shall actually use " great " haha ... much more emphasised .
Hmm spent a meaningful day at my granny's house .

Well as you wld've known by now , she had her breast removed this yr cos of the bloody fucking cancer .. well pity her man ... i think it's really painful for her and she's actualli TRYING to act normal .. but hey .. ! I know it ... Well as u know stuby , I share a special bond with her .. not tt typical granny-grand-daughter type ... but in my case it much more different

I grew up with her .. She is supposed to be my mother .. Well As u know , I was a very very small baby to tt extent tt ppl ( even doctors ) tot tt i'll die .. hehe .. Well she took good care of me .. SHe loves me alot . If i am ever proud of 1 fact , tt fact wld be tt ... even if every1 in this world is against me , I can face them and say out .. there's 1 person in this world .. who will not STOP loving me ... till death do us part .

Hmm sometimes , I feel i am gifted .. tt i am lucky . I am blessed with the world's no 1 mom , grandma and grandpa ... even my bro ( although he's naughty ) ... I am blessed well ... But my dad ... hmm if he can change his ways , I'll love him alot too :)

Lucky me ... Actually i have no worries ... but i love the ppl ard me .. i love them too much .. to give love to other ( in this case to a special guy ?? ) ? Haha tt one i dunno ... but i am cursed hehe ... the person whom i love wld never love me back .. so what's the point in loving ?? Hehe when u know it's not going to happen ? Right ? So chill babe ...

I hope tt guy whom i really like is reading .. or even scanning thru this blog of mine .. for only now can I bravely admit .. tt i never loved any guy as much as i love you . For i see u totally different from other guys . Ppl see u as some wierdo , strange guy , hmm anything tt they can utter .. but i see u differently .. I see some1 who is so focused , some1 who works hard , some1 who believe in self-respect , some1 who loves to love , some1 who actually likes me .. but have some ego prob to admit it ... some1 who is my deary & cute lil guy :P ..

aiyah cut this crap vitz ... hehe going to love-dovey eh ... PREDATOR .. ( tt's what my frens call u hahaha ) ... they saw u look HOT in ure JJC uniform .. and tt u actualli tapered ure pants too short hehe :P GOD BLESS :) CHill CHiLL

I will really miss my best friend JIVA ...

Well he juz left for m'sia .. I am feeling really dejected at the moment . JIVA is my first pen-pal man .. and he actually trusted me and came to SG .. :) HEHEHE miss those times .

JIVA is the best ever male i ever met ... My bestest ever fren :)

1 thing that i learnt today is that ... TREASURE YOUR family and ure loved ones ... :) .. Spend every moment with them :) ... For you'll never know when they'll leave u .... Thus ... TREASURE them ...

Arrgghh I am very tired today ..

Had floorball training at Bartley campus ... The trg started at 2 and lasted till 6 pm .. I had to skip my lunch .. So imagine .. Hahaha run up and down like crazy witht he least of energy . But nonetheless i played well today ...

Actually I am very sad .. I really wanted the no # 11 for my jersey ,,, but tt ATiKa took that no ... :( .. so i took 88 .. Is it ok ? Hmm nvm .. 88 is ok too :)

Then i came home with Raj and Annas .. honestly i like these two guys man ... we always crap alot hwne we're together .. hehe ... But we planned to study together ar ... Hahaha Annas took pure LIt in sec sch .. so need to learn alot from him :) . Trust me peeps .. we ended up toking abt studies in train back home .... hahaha ... those 2 monkeys started toking abt their sec sch life .. man i cannot believe annas is soo goody 2 shoes ... Raj .. notti burger ... :)

Ok take care stuby ... seee u :)

Arrr had a good day today . Hmm went to school @ 9 for my Literature lesson ..
well was Mrs Meya's lesson and people ... haha i was actually late for class ...
Luckily Mrs Meya didn't scold me :)

Lesson was supposed to end at 12 ... but we finished the scene within an hour .. so she let us off early ... As it was raining cats and dogs , We .. [ iggy , vic , gow & amirul and me ] went to class to chill .. Soon iggy and vic went off ( they were going to catch movie - madcasgar ) . Gow , amirul and I started toking abt our sec sch life and had great time man .. damnw e were like so super open .. ahaha ... Yeah it was nice man

Haha My tamil project meeting was cancelled for the 3rd time again . Initially , I was mad la .. cos i wanna finish it fast la ... but later , I found out tt shiva was sick .. somemore fever .. how to carry on like tt ? Haha so now we postponed it to SaT ... I hope we can do it on sat leh .. hehe .. I won't be able to within it any longer yeah ! ??

Yeah .. After tt discussion , gow , begum and I went to chill @ westmall ... Then i went on to meet my fren to watch movie ... hehe Had fun man ... so here i am NOW ... blogging .. well I am like feeling very tensed .. Hmm plainly cos exams r ard the corner .. I dun wanna fail any subjects la .. but i'm a lil scared ova geography .. Well i betta go and start my MUG MARATHON
Follow Andrew's method .. he taught me to mug like sian .. but then ar .. his brain quiet good .. can absorb alot .. I hehehe ... a bit difficult ar hahaha !!

Well gonna start mugging now .. see u ard then .. ANyway I feel like calling my ' blog ' something ... a name probably .. but what can i call u ?? Stuby ?? I like tt name man !

Alrite stuby see u ard !

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