The unpredictability of the colour .

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Hello people ...

Well I am a little shagged today .. probably the result of me rotting at home .. not knowing what to do !

believe me people .. I am seriously 100% lazy to even step outta my house . Haha .. I know it's funny .. But HeY ! That's the fact ... . Hmm i just wish i would get addicted to playstation ..

Oh yeah .. one of the four reasons of my poor O levels results was owing to the fact that I spent the entire 24/7 of last year playing playstation ( winning 11 ... soccer ... I am serious MAD ova soccer ... wld stay up late to watch soccer matches .. and think of soccer .. play soccer and etc ) .

Man .. that soccer craze only disappeared when my parents cancelled all the sports channel in my television .. haha but i was begging them not to dispose of the playstation . Hehe :P

Damn shitty man ... I got hurt during my hockey match today .. Can u believe it .. ? That bitch hit my toe instead of the ball .. ( haha she was shown the yellow card for that offense on me ! ) . Now my toe's injured ... So how to go to school tomorrow ?? Sandals !!!!!! hahaha . No choice !
It's freaking painful man .. in fact my toe bled when i was walking ... Damn tt bitch !! hehehe .. but she cried and asked me for forgiveness .. So i shall not call her a bitch ...

Hmm pity that gal ..she must be just a starter ... Hmm god bless her in her own live now ! :) Phew .. toe !!!!!! Arggghhhh

Anyway allow me to finish off that title ... Tempted to sleep !

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Monday, May 30, 2005

To be loved or not to be ? This question seems to be torturing many people on planet earth . Well I agree that it's hard to be accepted than to be expected by one .

Expectations seems to be only factor denying most of them from the love they ever wished for or even dreamt of . To people out there ... Go for that person's heart and not looks or money ! Because looks is only SKIN DEEP that can vanish in a year's time .. However true love from the heart last an entire lifetime .

Don't ever think that i am saying this because I am affected by love or something . It's plainly because I feel very much forced to say this to people who abuse the true meaning of " love " . I simply hate it when they do so .

Love that can be felt is not earthly
but that's beyond anyone's reach

Btw ... today i tried cooking maggie mee in a different style . MAn it was freaking delicious . My mom simply loved it . She was like " oh vitz .. you should've cooked for me too " hehehe :p I am happy with myself . Well it was a totally different recipe . Well I love to experiment with food .. so here i am .. trying out what suits fried maggie mee ... Hmmm Happy !

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Monday, May 23, 2005

Well i am ok today :) Well getting on well

Tomorrow is my God 's birthday . Hehe My lovely mom !!! :) . I love my mom alot man !! She's the angel whom god had bestowed on me . I pray for the well being of my mother . I just love her . I bought her a pair of sandals . hehe i hope that she'll like it :)

Ok ... Hmm well i went to eat @ LOT 1 with rag , vethiya and silas ... had great time there :)

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Friday, May 20, 2005

I am just so fucking pissed today . PLz pardon my FUCK ! Well Do u think i give a damn ??
Ok ??

Well i was so down today to the extent that I juz let out my feeling by crying a river .. ( tt helps sometimes ... when u dun haf a way to express ya feelings !! ) Suppose this kinda shit happens!

Daydeee doozz sah lifa ... Scratched my skin ... it's bleeding now ... can't stop 'e bleeding and I hope I DON'T die . ( haha ... i'm serious )

Matters of the heart ... dun seem to go with the flow these days ... Somehow and somewhat shit happens ! Well i gotta admit that ... HEY DON'T FUCKING thINK that I am talking abt some fucking relationship problem !! Aite ?

Well I got better after meeting Rag ! We had nice time playing pool ! .. Well I reallY EnjoYed It ! Rag lost to me ... hehe but soon he won in de next match ! Hehehe ...

Alrite peeps .. I got to go now .. well about the F*ck thingy ... dun mind it yea ?? I am so pissed nowadays !

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

I am pretty shagged today . Phew ! I don't have the energy to type off anything ... I am off to doze off soon :P

Hmm well .. Today i went out with He shun & Uma . We went to watch THE AMITYVILLE HORROR . Haha It was damn freaky man . Well i really freaked out . Ryan Reynolds is SUPER HOT !!!!! I simply love his six pack man .. I didn't know he was that hot . Well i kind of detested his beard .. and etc ... But now I am taking back my words for he is juz too hot ...

Well after that , me & he shun .. we went to Turf City . Hehe .. to chill out .. man i miss my sec sch days .. I miss it ..........

Arghhh from crushes to fight to fun .. " fight " here is the ( debate tt I am refering to ... haha me & silas )

OK guys ... I need to hit the sack now .. See u
BYe

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Hello my dear lovely people out there . ( So sorry for publishing 2 entrys ... didn't wanna delete it too :) )

Guess what people . I am now so interested in philosophy ( all thanks to rethi ) . I am beginning to adore the intrinsic quality and the knowledge I obtain from the complex content in them . I am thinking of doing a double major . I am intending to do a major in philosophy too !! You have to do well in GP to get into philosophy . Well I am going to give you a brief of what philosophy is all about . ( sorry to those who hate it or etc )

Philosophy illuminates and in some measure helps solve some of the important problems troubling contemporary humankind . Unfortunately many introductory texts in philosophy are flawed by one of two major defects : (1) they are too difficult for the beginning student , or (2) they are too simple for the beginning student .
No wonder students struggling to understand such books become convinced of the truth og popular view that philosophy is a subject that is wholly unintelligible to all except a few compulsive adepts and is completely irrelevant to life outside of the classroom . On the other hand , in an attempt to eliminate excessive philosophical sophistication , other introductory philosophy texts are philosophical in name only because they contain no technical philosophy . Not surprisingly , students reading such books in order to learn about philosophy as a distinct discipline find them hollow and conclude that philosophy is not worth serious study .

So what do you think now people ? Isn't it so interesting ?? I am really loving it now . Well there are many interesting arguments embedded in this book . So i really urge everyone to buy this wonderful ( one of a kind ) , totally GENUIS-like book entitled " Philosophy and contemporary issues " by John R Burr & Milton Goldinger . For better focus on the publications , go to http://www.prenhall.com .

I am so eager to finish this book . I am so fascinated by the indepth and hidden knowledge embedded in each sentence of this book . Wish me luck people .

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Hello my dear peeps outta there . I am so sorry for not blogging for quite some time .
Quite recently , I lost my self control . Yes i am admitting it for the 1st time . Well I never did admitted when I friends pointed out this to me .

Firstly , I was so damn mad with this idiot from my class . She really made me mad by saying words which I really despise . Haha * I don't wish to say it out there * In fact everyone in my class hates her so it doesn't really bother me :P

However , There this bitch who studies in 05A1 by the name of Jacquline ( or is that how u spell that bitch's name - i don't give a F**K either ) . Well she is the top scorer for O levels ( Now i seriously wonder why she's in my school - being such a pain in 'e ass ) . She bitched SO LOUDLY behind my back man . Damn imagine how it feels like ? I wasn't so sure to whom she was refering those unforgivable and undescribable words to . So i kept quite . Later , my friends so witnessed it , told me that she was bitching about me . I was so mad furious .

The strange thing is , I don't even talk to her let alone the reason for her to bitch about me ? I kind of respected her intelligence for it's not easy to score 11 points for L1R5 ( O levels ) . I think she is big-headed . Haha . She really looks like some retarded F**K ( maybe she was a premature baby -- no wonder she's ' big-headed ' ) Her lips are so not human like !! Hahaha ! Infact she is a No1 disgrace to the ENTIRE punjabi-christian society . I hope she is reading this because I want her to FEEL how i FELT today .

To people out there , I am definitely against revenge . Yes I still say I am . But this is not revenge at all . I believe every human has the right to stand up for his/her rights . This is a violation of my rights if i WERE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT ! I AM going to confront her . If she is going to deny or say something else , I am so sorry for I swear upon mother nature that I will not HESITATE to punch the sh*t out her face . I will definitely make her bleed .

I know that it's not favourable for ladies to be violent . But hey ! .. This is a disgrace to the modern revolution of women if i were to leave her alone . STAND UP FOR MY RIGHTS - ( that's what i believe in and will always follow ) EMINEM is my role model . So don't blame me .. but blame on my philosophy . JACQULINE WATCH OUT ! FOR U HAVE REALLY DISSED ME :) ..
I will stand tall and Look
down and see the dust
you have become

YOU SERIOUSLY GOT THE WRONG PERSON !!

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

Firstly , I really want to apologise to those who read my blog for it's been MANY days since i blogged .

Yesterday ( 6 / 5 / 05 ) I really enjoyed myself . Let me explain the moment of happiness in detail ; so that my readers can experience my joy .

I was supposed to go for my floorball training but in the end , it was raining cats & dogs . Soon after that , I realised that there was NO training for that day . I was so happy because my honey renu actually told me that they were having a gathering that afternoon . Well as you ( my readers ) would have guessed , I did went for that gathering . Jeevan , Raghu , Senthil , Viknesh , Deepan , Suganya , Renuka and I went to eat . Trust me guys , I was freaking hungry ( so was suguz ) . We ate at Al-amin restuarant ( hmm is that how you spell the name ?? :S ) . We started to share the food with one another ( in fact we were feeding each other ) . I was so happy for I believe this shows love towards each other . I d this to my friends ( mostly girls ) but this was the first time I saw guys doing it . I was so touched !

After our wonderful meal , We went to Beauty World to play pool . Well It was my 1st time playing pool .. so i was quite reluctant . I was sharing senthil's jacket because the don't allow students in school uniform . Ok . Jeevan and Renu paired up while Raghu and I paired up . We played against each other . I am very proud to tell you'll 1 fact . My first ever shot that I took was soo successful . I " scored " . I was so happy . But soon after that , I had problems hitting the ball & getting on target . Well I seriously find it hard to play with that stick .. hehe :P . We had sooooooo much of fun time yesterday . Oh yes .. We took crazy & wacky pictures .

I really enjoyed yesterday and I really want to thank my dear friends for that . Thanx alot :) and I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL !!

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Monday, May 02, 2005

Hello people .

I am not feeling good . Well firstly my dad screwed me well . All because he thinks that i am ' always going out ' But i have my reasons . I had my drama until the 30th and well as i've told earlier , I have to be committed to it . But for the pass 2 days , I've been visiting gaya3's mom in the hospital . So I don't think my dad is right by judging my character through these . Well due to some unavoidable circumstances , I am not at home ...

I really hate it when people think badly about me . Well ok .. le's get it right .. nobody's perfect and nobody can impress one another but the fact here is .. why r u misjudging me ? If i am those anjadi ( gangster ) wannabe or something , you can scold me or do whatever you would like to .. I don't see any wrong in visiting my friend's mom who is in the hospital .

Arggh well .. sometimes parents don't seem to understand you . But HEY ! We have to take things at a slower pace .. Give them time ..and things would get back to normal . I am now stuck with my geography homework . I have a whole essay to do . Damn .. I am seriously afraid of geography . It is a DAMN heavy subject to be handling with . BUt i will definitely do well .. for i've been battered and tattered after receiving my O levels results .. I really wanna do well .. wish me luck .. Instead of complaining , I want to do my homework . Adioz

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Hello people . I have something very interesting for you all . It is abstracted from the "Chicken soup for the Mother's soul " . Well it is a very wonderful & sweet prayer . It is written by Ann Landers . To all those who treasure and love your mom as much as I do .. Please do tell them how much you love them . Well i do tell that wonderful soul .. how much i love her and I do always and will never stop giving her kisses and hugs . I love my mom , I really do .

Dear God ,

Now that I am no longer young , I have friends whose mothers have passed away . I have heard these sons and daughters say they never fully appreciated their mothers until it was too late to tell them .

I am blessed with a dear mother who is still alive . I appreciate her more each day . My mother does not change , but I do . As i grow older and wiser , I realize what an extraordinary person she is . How sad that I am unable to speak these words in her presence , but they flow easily from my pen .

How does a daughter begin to thank her mother for life itself ? . For the love , patience and just plain hard work that go into raising a child ? For running after a toddler , for understanding a moody teenager , for tolerating a college student who knows everything ? For waiting for the day when a daughter realizes how wise her mother really is ?

How does a grown woman thank a mother for continuing to be a mother ? For being ready with advice ( when asked ) or remaining silent when it is most appreciated ?

For not saying , " I told you so " , when she could have uttered those words dozens of times ? For being essentially herself - loving , thoughtful , patient and forgiving ?

I don't know how , dear God , except to ask you to bless her as richly as she deserves and to help me live up to the example she has set . I pray that I will look good in the eyes of my children as my mother looks in mine

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

Time is precious . Well the problem now with our nation or rather people is , they turn a blind eye to time . Well it is because we think we have 24 hours to fulfil out daily requirement . But hey .. 24 hrs is actually 1 day . We have plenty of things to do in 1 hour . From eating to bathing to studying .

But i've always wondered how to those straight As student .. ok especially those who are all rounders . How on earth do they have the time to secure As in their examinations ?? Being good in sports , studies , relationship , external activites and commitment to family and friends . Well people out there can argue that they mug ! But hey .. you need time and concentration to mug .. When u spend countless hours on something that is so exhaustive , I cannot imagine how you can find the time to mug ! Haha i leave this open to those muggers out there . But one thing , I do respect the all rounders . I knew 1 all rounder but he passed away . Damn but I think " A " had things going up right for him .. If only god had shown mercy on him . Hmm ?? Sometimes , I feel god is unfair . Why take on lives ? Lives that never looked beyond the sun light ? Lives that had never tasted water ? Lives that had never experienced happiness ? Hmm all this questions .. will never be answered . Even the wisest sage might come up with some basic explanation but one can never define those " undescribable " answers .

Time ... : Ask A student who failed his final examination the value of 1 year
Ask a 2nd placed runner the value of 1 second
Ask your mom the value of 10 mths .

ASk , AsK , aSk , ASK , asK ..... Jus ask ... Listen ... and thiNk !

Do you have to waste your life like this ? Your entire life ?? For those who had wasted your life .. think ! Let's start things anew ! Life is full of happiness .. unexpectated fulfilments ... dreams ... aims and challenges . Don't sacrifice this for any1 . Well this world is selfish . Learn to love yourself before loving some1 else ! :)

Cheers and have fun ..

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Well I am back again my dear people .

Firstly i apologise for not updating my blog for 1 week :p . However , I am not sorry .. because i
reaped the fruits of my labour . I am so proud of my cast and so forth :)

Well yesterday was a big day for most of my drama casts . Well for me too . We did extremely well . I love renu man . She simply danced like an old lady .. man that was damn attractive .
My dearest Sugu and Maha ... wow they really got " embedded " in the character that they simply stole the show ! Everyone did the BEST man .

Well about my acting .. haha . OK ... Well when they played the music for my song , I heard the crowd going like .. " ohhhh OOO " ( something like that ) . I got anxious but nevertheless thought of doing well .... I didn't know how i danced .. but my anklet came out ... Basically one part was attached to my leg .. and I was simply stepping on it and dancing . It was really painful ... My lovey Sugu forgot to bring her sandals after her scene ... Hahah as a result , During our dance ( rethi and me ) I slipped and fall ! .. But I managed to retreat back .. I instantly pulled Deepan's vetti . Hehe He was really cute on that day . I really LOVE my cast .

Haha Shobana did her best too man .. She too injured her self .. ( quite horribly ... ) Pity her man .. I hope she's well ... G gayathri .. hehe she is damn hilarious man !! Aiyoh !! hehehe

I was soo happy when everyone commented on my acting ... They went like " You were the best " , " Your dance was good " , " I love you " , " Wah lau .. You can act " , and " you stole the show " . I am very happy . Well I really dedicate this to my FREN GAYATHRI'S mom . Gayathri showed us the spirit man . Although her mom was in coma in NUH , she was with us .. I really like her spirit man . I really pray that her mom should be well again . AND I SAY DAMN ANANDHA BHAVAN . THEY SUCK TO THE CORE ( i don't wish to say why here ) . Biggest advice to people out there ... don't eat or work @ ANANDHA BHAVAN . They are made upof awful and selfish people .

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